Shanaya and the orientation

I SAW HIM, IN THE CORRIDOR OF THE BLOCK, FROM MY CLASSROOM AND SHAMELESSLY JUST STARING AT HIM. EVERY MOVE HE MAKES! 

THE WAY HE TALKS TO HIS FRIENDS, KEEPING HIS VEINY HANDS IN HIS POCKETS. HE COMES TO MY CLASS, LOOKS AT ME WITH HIS FEATHER LAYERED EYES,AND ASKS "Can I sit here miss? The other seats are filled." OBVIOUSLY WHY WOULD I SAY NO, SO I SAID," Yeah ....sure" 

I WAS WRITING MY NOTES WHEN HE SUDDENLY WHISPERED IN MY EARS LEANING OVER TO ME," I know that you were staring at me miss." I gasped and looked at him awkwardly," HERE IS SOME WATER FOR YOU. By the way, WANNA HAVE A COFFEE WITH ME IN THE CANTEEN?" 

I WAS ABOUT TO ANSWER TO HIS QUESTION BUT MY MOM STARTED SHOUTING ON ME. " GET UP SHANAYA, HOW MUCH WILL YOU SLEEP ? ITS 10 A.M. AND YOU ARE STILL SLEEPING, I TOLD YOU NOT TO WATCH MOVIES AT NIGHT. YOU AND YOUR SLEEPYHEAD DAD! WHAT SHOULOD I DO WITH YOU PEOPLE? I AM NOT A MAID !"

"AAHHHH, JUST LET ME SLEEP FOR A WHILE MUMMA!"

" She broke my beautiful dream, I didn't got one in my life till now at least in dream i could have experienced one ! Fuck ! "

SO, let me introduce myself, My name is Shanaya Banerjee, an ordinary teenage bengali girl. in search of good friends because most of my school friends ditched me, You may think " Dude she is being so obvious and overdramatic" Yes, it is true but who isn't in their life. It's relatable as hell. 

 Few days ago, I went to give my University exams, CUET AND R.M.N.C COLLEGE'S exams. 

R.M.N.C IS ONE OF THE TOP COLLEGES IN LUCKNOW GRADED A++ BY UNIVERSITY. 

I WANTED TO STUDY IN A PRIVATE UNIVERSITY LIKE ALL MY TOXIC FRIENDS WHO WERE WEALTHY, BE FREE, BE INDEPENDENT, TRAVEL TO PLACES ETC. BUT HERE I AM IN R.M.N.C AS A COLLEGE STUDENT WHERE UNIFORM WORKS NOT NORMAL CLOTHES. SO DIGUSTING FOR ME TO BE HONEST, IT'S LIKE I CAME SCHOOL TO ANOTHER SCHOOL, BUT WHAT CAN I EVEN DO, IT'S MY DAD'S DECISION. I KNOW THIS COLLEGE IS REPUTED AND PLACEMENTS ARE GOOD BUT THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO LIVE IN LUCKNOW. I HATE IT HERE. I FUCKING WANTED TO LEAVE THIS PLACE AND HAVE A TEENAGE LIFE. SEEING MY FRIENDS LIVING THEIR BEST LIFE MAKES ME FEEL MORE WORSE, I DON'T WHAT THIS COLLEGE AWAITS ME BUT OKAY. GOING TO DEAL WITH THIS FOR 4 YEARS AND THEN I WILL BE FREE TO GO ANYWHERE AS PER MY AGREEMENT WITH MY DAD. 

DON'T WORRY, I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT THE AGREEMENT LATER GUYS, FOR NOW LET'S JUST FOCUS HERE.

"Did you wake up Shanaya?"

"Yes maa, I did. Give me 10 mins to get ready!"

"COME FAST, WE ARE GONNA BE LATE FOR YOUR COLLEGE ORIENTATION."

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R.M.N.C COLLEGE 

"This place looks pretty, see so many students wearing uniform, such a disciplined environment. I am happy that you decided to join this college."

"Seriously maa, you think I joined this college willingly? You know, nevermind because you will never understand. You ruined my college life. Such a bullshit!"

I DON'T KNOW BUT MY HEART WANTED TO SAY THIS AND YES I DID. THEY NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY DID TO ME. 

"Such a boring orientation, they are just giving lectures on mythological beliefs not facts. God do something interesting please!"

I start to scroll my phone when a girl sitting beside me starts a conversation with me. AT least better than this shitty orientation. I got to know that she was from gorakhpur, and came to study here. LOL, this is a good college for some people. Good for them.

She was kind of cute and introvert. We were talking about each others inetrest when a girl fainted in the auditorium. The fact the principal continued saying his lecture while some of the teachers checked if she was okay and took her outside of the auditorium so that the orientation won't get affected.

"OHH GOD, WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?"

to be continued...