Intense Aura
The same nightmare had me wake up in a tears and sweat, luckily it was the weekend so I didn't get up very fast. I was too busy thinking about things of the past after 8 years I finally begin to be able to cope or so I thought. My memory was blurry for a while after my mother's departure from this world. it hit 10:00 a.m. when I finally got out of bed. Because of the bags under my eyes Cordelia thought Mr Kurosawa upset me so badly I could not sleep. Telling me not to look moody while she scans the area making sure no one is around as I take this as a chance to this voice my pleasure early in the morning. "Why must I go out with you when the Sun is up on the weekend. it is irritating me!" Saying this as i let an irritated growl escape my lips.
She pays me no heed I then sigh walking towards the graveyard near the apartment. "I'm so glad I live near this graveyard," I say out unbeknownst to myself. drifting off there I was sure that someone called the groundskeeper and thought that this was a body dump. this is because waking in a dark messy unknown place isn't normally my past time. "Is anyone there," hearing nothing but my echo just as I'm about to give up a loud yet soft deep voice finds my ears. "hello my sweet," a figure came through the door I didn't notice right away. "Mr Kurosawa let me out" knowing that it's him by the sound of his voice I yell. He didn't cover my lips with his biting the bottom. a little blood seeped from the bruise heat cost making them look fuller. I dare not look at his face for his breathing seem to be an erratic state, yet when he spoke he was calm. " Don't you remember me, then why did you stare at me all week throughout the lesson?" his eyes turn dark as my voice stuttered; "Wh... why are you doing this," moaning as he then grabbed me and held me close to his heart. Frozen in place my heart started beating fast and my cheeks began to hurt with warmth. Suddenly the door aforementioned burst open with Cordelia shining in the doorway. A revolting look upon her face, she punches him and turn making him let go of me.
As we walked out I thought I heard him say, "I didn't want anything to happen again.." Looking back my heart felt discomfort, what did this man know. Ignoring my best friend as we walk into our home the sun already set. "Tini do you want something to eat, you must be scared right? What's with that guy anyways" saying this she places my favorite phó onto the obsidian bar looking intently. This pulls me out of my thoughts as I slowly eat, "don't know" finishing my bowl i go to my room.Taking out a leather book from the desk near my bed that Cordelia gave me saying writing my feelings d thoughts may help me feel a tad better after the move; I then proceeded to log my accounts of the evening.
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"Today was such an odd day, this is because all I could think of was an unruly male teacher; though he seems to know something about me and my past...my heart seems to ache for him. If Cordelia knew she'd freak out and curse me I'm sure; yet what was with his call of me? Why cant I remember where he is from? What does the gaze he gives me mean when his dark black pools seem to dispel my sense of despair even when he causes it? There must be something wrong with me.... Maybe this is due to having that reoccurring. I must sleep early"
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When finished and going straight to bed it was about 9 pm. Dreading to fall asleep once again I took some medicine from my desk top and closed my eyes. The same nightmare...no something was different ....someone was calling my name. "Tini are you alright," stunned it was my crush he was just a bit older but i don't think he even knew. Yet he introduced me as his girlfriend to his friends; he was just 19 and I was 12 in a joking way I took it seriously. Not doing anything but studying and talking to him when I could. "Marmar run away I'm ok." How did he know I was hiding here..Peeking out I notice his warm dark gaze and start to notice something inside my heart trembled. Climbing through the window Marmar comes through grabbing me trying to help me through the window. BAM! The door to my room gave way turning neck to see its my stepfather! Dragging someone behind him seeing us he flew into a rage, he struck . Marmar had blood coming down his ear but still standing, "Marcellus! Are you a...alright" i rush to him since he staggered. "Don't cry it ruins your beauty," Marmar said smiling at me. He's always trying to flirt. Soon that image passes and I am looking down at my stepfather's body trembling. In his dead hands my mothers hair. Red lights and a funeral...a tear rain down my cheek as I was shaken awake.
"Tini it's time to get up you have school," Cordelia is brimming her eyes shining. "Why, I wish to bask at your frame and unnerving beauty forever," I say coquettishly. Laughing she proclaims she shall wait after every class at least for today. I'm glad she forgot about what happened on the weekend. Having her around me all day brings my spirits up until walking to Mr. Kurosawa's class. "Cordi you can go to your last class now its three classes down anyway." Trying not to let her worry about me mainly because I smell iron in the air....the smell of blood. Just as I was thinking I saw someone staring at me so hurriedly i went in the classroom.