Chapter-12

Y/n pov

I was practicing basketball right now with my team. We have one big tournament coming up next week and well my birthday also. So, it's going to be really busy week.

I haven't talked to kira after that day. We hugged for some time and then we had to head home because it was getting late and you know what happens. She insisted on giving me a ride home but I turned the offer down because I knew what she was gonna talk about when we were alone. She wants to know about the day when she saw bruises on my body. Well I can't really tell her that. I don't know what to say.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even knew when John came up to me and snatched the ball from me while doing that he accidentally made me stumble and I fall face forward on the floor.

"Ouch!" I groan as my nose started to pain. I touched it to see blood coming out of it. Fucking hell!! Just great.

"Hey, y/n/n. You okay? That looks pretty bad." Coach said as John helped me sit up.

"It's fine. I'll just be okay after some time.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to push you down." John said as he looked at me with concern in his eyes.

"It's okay. I know you didn't do it intentionally. I'll be fine. Don't worry." I said as I got up and put a hand on my nose.

"Take her to the infirmary. Y/n you can rest there." Coach said as I just nodded at him. John guided to the infirmary. The whole time he was just saying 'sorry' and he didn't mean to. I get it he was not at fault but he was being a pain in the ass so I just told that I feel dizzy and he immediately rushed me there. As we reached, I told to go and continue his practice I'll just rest here.

I entered the infirmary and saw Clara sitting on chair while reading a magazine. I knock on the desk to get her attention. She was startled as I did that.

"Jesus, you scared me Y/n." She said as she put her hand on her chest. She was not much older than me. She was like 25 or something. She is beautiful but kira is more. Oh god! Now I'm starting to miss her.

"Hey, what happened to you? Did you fell while practicing?" She asked as she examine my face.

"How did you know? And to answer your question yes I fell during practice. It was just an accident." I said.

"Well you are wearing your basketball jersey so I just assume and you have a done good job in hurting yourself. It looks pretty bad." She said as she started cleaning the wound. I winced a little bit.

After she was done she sat infront me on the stool and just stared at me.

"What?" I asked as I lay down on the bed to rest for some time.

"Do you like her?" She asked me as I just looked at her confused.

"What? What do you mean?"

"I saw you with that woman during the after party. You were dancing so sensually with julia and after some time she came up to you and took you to the restroom and judging by her expression she was jealous. So I thought that you know...you were dating or something Are you dating her?" She asked me as I just stared at her not knowing what to say. First of all when did she saw me? And second what am I going tell her that I am in love with my friends mom who is apparently so older than me. But then this is Clara we are talking about. She has always been there for me she was like a big sister to me.

"I-I like her but there are some complications. We can't be together. We have many differences and...I don't even know what to do? I'm just so in love with her that I just want to shout out from the top of my lungs that I love her and that I want to be with her. But, as you know not all love stories has happy endings. I want to make her mine. I want to just embrace her in my arms. I want to kiss her like there's no tomorrow. I want to hold her like if I didn't she would fly away in mere seconds." I said as I was on a verge of breaking down. I want to tell her but I can't.

"You know it's so easy to say we are in love to say that I want to be with that person but you know what mistake everyone does? They take this word 'love' so lightly they think it's easy to be with someone, to love someone. No, it's not easy love can never be easy because you have to fight for it if it's necessary. You should know that if you want to be with that person forever you have to fight for it even if it mean to go against the whole world or your family or your loved ones you shouldn't give up. Never give up on Love. It's the most beautiful thing you can ever feel and have. If you have love by your side you can fight with anyone because it gives you power. A power that can beat anyone. Do you understand me? Fight for this women. Don't give up. Never." She said as she cupped my face in her hands and looked in my eyes. I knew I could count on her. She has always understood me and stood by my side. I broke down as she said those things to me. She has always been like a older sister to me. I'm lucky to have her in my life.

"Thank you, Clara. It means a lot. I love you so fucking much. I knew I could count on you." I said as I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly. She patted my back in a comforting manner.

"I know. Now go get that woman. All the best." She said as she pulled away and kissed my forehead. I smiled and nodded at her and left. I went outside towards the school gate to see mia waiting alone as her focus was on her phone. ' I have to talk to her about that thing.' I thought as I walked towards her and flicked her forehead. She made an annoyed expression while rubbing her forehead where I hit.

"What was that for?" She asked as she glared at me. I just laughed at her reaction and shrugged my shoulders to her question.

"We have to talk about that. Right now." I said after some time as her eyes grew wide and her cheeks grew a bit red shade.

"Uhh...that I was going to tell you. You know me I don't keep secrets especially from you." She said.

"How long?" I asked as I looked dead in her eye. She gulped before answering.

"Almost 2 months." My eyes grew wide at her answer. Fucking two months and she didn't even said anything. Which means when I told her about kira she was with her.

I know you all are wondering what is happening here? Well for that we have to go in the flashback to the day when music competition was held and the time when kira pulled me to the restroom.

*Flashback 2 days ago*

"Hey! What the -kira?!" I said but cut myself as I saw that kira was the one who brought me here.

"Were you having there, huh?" Kira asked as she got closer to me and I backed away until my back touched something cold and I shivered because of the contact. She blocked me in my place by putting her hands on either side of my shoulder.

"You didn't answer me. Were you having fun with that girl who was rubbing her ass on you?" She asked in an annoyed tone and that's when I knew she was jealous of julia. So, I thought of teasing her a bit.

"Yes, but did you had fun watching the show?" I asked as I flipped us over so that now I was trapping her. I went closer to her ear and kissed it before asking." You aren't jealous, are you?"

"Jealous? Me? Never in my life. Why would I be?" She said defending herself.

"Well, even if you are you shouldn't be because I only have my eyes for you. I don't want anyone or anything except you. You are looking so beautiful and so heavenly gorgeous tonight that I am controlling myself before I take off this dress and fuck you here until you can't take it anymore." I said and I could feel her getting turned on by that because she had closed her eyes and was biting her lips.

"What's stopping you, then?" She said and I was going to kiss that sinful lips but stopped when we heard one of that stall door opening so we both jumped and made a proper distance before someone could see us.

I looked to see who interrupted us and was shocked to see mia and ms. Scarlet coming out of same cubicle. Both of them hair were messy and their lips were swollen. I saw clearly on ms.scarlet's neck to see a hickey. It wasn't that noticable but you could see it.

"Mia? Ms.Scarlet?" I asked confused. Well this was going to be very awkward.

"Y/n/n.?!!" Mia said in as her eyes grew wide after seeing me. Ms.scarlet just hung her head low in shame.

"You and ms.scarlet? You.." I couldn't even form a sentence as I just stared at mia. I trusted her with my secret but she didn't. Why did she didn't tell me?

"Y/n, let me explain this." She said but I just stopped her.

"Why didn't you tell me? I trusted you so much but why didn't you? Were you scared I would tell others or tell the principal or something? Why didn't you?" I raised my voice a bit but lowered it after I felt a warm and soft hand held mine and caressed it.

"I was going to tell-" Mia was cut short when the door opened and Julia entered looking shocked seeing me, mia , ms scarlet and kira who she knows as Mrs Kim. Julia looked at mia first then at me.

"Uhh..everyone is looking for you and mia." She said as she eyed Mrs Kim suspiciously before she looked at me.

"Ok, let's go. Mia we are going to talk about this later." I said as I looked at her and said in a firm tone. I know she knew I am mad as hell when I talk like this.

I didn't even knew kira was still holding my hand until I started to walk towards the door. I looked at her and she let go immediately and walked out before I could say anything. Now I know why julia was eyeing her so suspiciously. Could it get any more worse than this? I thought as I also walked out and went towards my friends table and sat down beside Jenny. She was talking with rey about something funny as she chuckled at every sentence he said.

I looked around to see where kira is but I couldn't see her anywhere. I thought of asking Jenny but I decided against it. I sat there and just watch people dance.

*End of flashback*

"Why didn't you said anything? Didn't you trust me?" I asked.

"No, it's not like that. I really trust you so much. It's just Sky was scared if anyone knew about this we both would be in danger. She could lose her job and I could be suspended. So we both promised to not tell anyone. I told her that I would tell you about this and she even agreed on it. I was going to tell you but i stopped myself when I saw how stressed you were because of your love for Jenny's mom and I didn't want to stress you even more by telling you this. So, I decided I will tell you after your music competition. But before that you saw us." She told me and I saw how her face lit up when she called Ms.Scarlet as sky. She really do love her.

"Don't ever think like that again. You know you mean so much to me. Your problems are never going to be a burden for me." I said as I held her in an embrace.

"Does anyone else knows?" I asked.

"Yes, julia. I never told her. She caught us like you did in one classroom during break. That day when I took julia from you during after party I wanted her to bring Ms.Scarlet to the restroom so we could talk. She was scared of being caught after julia saw us. So I just wanted to comfort her and wanted to congratulate her about the group performance." She said as I just nodded. It's good that julia was with her when she couldn't come to me. Now just one thing remaining to do.

Confessing to kira about my feelings.