Just a Feeling

I opened my eyes and sucked in a deep breath, smelling the fall air. I looked around for a minute before remembering what happened. I jumped up and ran into the house only to find Elliot standing in the kitchen.

"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked before walking over to me.

"Nothing, I-I should be fine in about ten minutes." I sighed, He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead as I rested my head on his chest. I wrapped my arms around his waist, I sucked in a breath before slowly letting out.

"You good now? do you want to talk about what happened?" Elliot asked whilst rubbing small circles on her back.

"Yeah we can talk now" I whispered, I sat down on one of the bar stools and he sat down next to me. I took a deep breath before explaining everything to him.

*******

"oh wow" he whispered

"I don't know what to do. He keeps invading my dreams" I cried

"It's okay, we will get through this I promise you that. That bastard is gone and isn't coming back. It will be okay" he said soothingly as he rubbed my back. I turned around and buried my face in his chest before sobbing hard. It hurts to be in this much pain. Can't life just be simple for once?

"I think I'm gonna go take a shower real quick and then go for a walk," I said while wiping my tears before getting up and heading upstairs.

*****

After my shower, I got dressed in black leggings and a Seattle Grace hoodie that was Derek's of course. I was brushing my hair when my phone went off. I picked it up and saw I got a text from Lexie. I called Bambi right away.

"Bambi?" I said

"Bel-Bella" she said softly

"Bambi what happened?" I asked

"H-he got t-too m-me" she moaned

"Bambi where are you?" I asked

"I don't know" she answered

"Okay stay there I'm going to be there soon," I said before hanging up and running downstairs. Once I got downstairs I ran into the kitchen only to find Elliot standing there with Bambi and Ava. "Wha-" I whispered

"Hey, Bella. Surprise" Bambi smiled

"I thought-you just called me like barely breathing," I said

"Yeah that was just to get you down here, so now that you are down here you can have fun with us-" Bambi stated, before Bella slapped her across the face.

"Did you know she was going to do that too?" I asked Elliot, he looked down. I smacked him too, before running upstairs and locking the door. I can't believe they thought that was a good idea, that man has done nothing but bad things to me and they pull a prank like that. I grab my suitcase from the top of the closet and start packing my clothes.

*****

I packed all my clothes before opening the door again this time with my bags. I walked down the stairs and placed my bags in the foyer. I was about to open the front door when Elliot walked up to me.

"Where are you going?" he asked

"Leaving, this was supposed to be our weekend. Just you and me. Not them. I love my sisters but they can't use my pain against me. He is locked up but he fucked with my head too much. Not you too. I won't let you. So think about what you did before talking to me right now." I said before picking up my bags and walking out the front door. I put my bags in the car and got into the driver's seat before pulling out of the driveway and leaving.