Tu nge Ka nih?(Who am I)

I opened my eyes and I saw a white celling with a white floor.A beautiful lady sit near me.When she saw me she press the red button..

"Who are you?"

"Finally awake.."

"Who are you??"

"Me, My name is Lucy.I found you at the Graveyard.So I took you with me.What I your name?"

"I don't know."

"Where do you live?"

"I can't remember it."

So,the doctor make different test on me and come with the result.Saying I lost my memory..They say it was my brain an mind not wanting to remember it.So,I didn't even try to remember a thing.

Lucy is like a mother to me now.She give me new names and identity.My name is Violet Lucy Cass..I am now working with her at her company..

Yeah,this lady own a big company..Lucy Boutique.And I am in charge in Shipment and all.I act like her own child as she act like my own mom.I also loved her dearly.

She thinks in my past I used to be designed Something as I am good at it.I am glad that I can help her.. It's been year now.. Business is blooming and I plan to keep it that way ..

Sometimes I think to myself why don't my mind and brain want to remember a thing.Am I orphan or am I into a deep shit..But when I am focus on this shit my head start to hard and it's too painful to bear so I faint..I stop trying to remember shit.

I always saw a girl,spying at me.At first I thought I saw it wrong.Sometimes she watch me from a far.She looks skinny and pale.So,I tried to confront her.I walk in to the alley and wait her there.She comes after me and I attack her.

"Who the fuck are you?"

"Sasa, it's me..Nancy,your sister."

"I ain't your sister.Why did you follow me?"

"I am not lying.I am your sister.Why don't you remember me?Are you still mad at me?"

"Why would I be mad at you?"

"Cause I marry that asshole Jack."

"Oh .Good for you,,congrats."

"Sasa,I need your help."

"Sorry,I think you mistook me."

"No,I didn't."

"Why are you so sure?"

"Cause I am your sister."

"I am sorry to say this girl.But I think you need help...My name ain't Sasa,My name is Violet..Maybe your sister is already death."

"No,that can't be."

She crouch down and start to cry.I don't know why,but when I saw her crying my heart hurts.

"Anyway,,Why did you mistook me?"

"Cause you look the same and you act the same.She was kind and good to me but I broke everything.Now,I am in trouble.My husband left me and I have miscarriage.Cause of the beat I get from my husband.I am now homeless.So I look every city until I found you."

"Oh,,sorry to hear that.If you don't have a home I'll ask my mom a place for you.Come."

So,I took her to our house.My mom don't look happy at all.But she gives her the job as Sales Manager.

I am happy to see her live a normal life.It is already a year and I am on a new project.So I rarely spend my time at the Store.

While I was busy decorating and demonstrating the ways a man pulled me hard.He hug me and started to cry..

"I thought I lost you."

"Sir,I think you mistook me."

"Please, don't push me away.I would do anything to be with you."

"Sir,sorry to say this but I think you mistook me.".

"No,how can I mistook you Sasa.I love you more than myself."

That name again.Is that my real name?I looked at the man face and I saw something .Like a dream...Vivid and short.My head hurts..It hurts so much,and I faint.

I have a dream,a dream about a girl.But it feels more like my past.I wake up in horror and I saw myself in hospital bed.My mom at the couch and the man before hold my hand.

"Mom."

"Oh..Honey,,What happened to you?"

"I don't know,I saw Vivid things and the next thing I know I am here."

"Sasa,, don't leave me again."

"Do I know you sir?"

"My name is Alex.We already are engaged and one day when I come home you are gone.I search everywhere..Please, don't leave me."

So,the doctor ran some test.He said I might get my memory back again..The man who say he is Alex looked happy yet sad.My mom kept crying saying I would leave her.

"Mom,I won't leave you.How can I left my own mother."

"But,you will remember everything and I won't be your mom."

"That ain't happening,,I love you..How can you think of that?"

"Cause you have your own life to live and your parents and all."

"I'm sorry to interrupt.But Ma'am her parents are death."

And before I even have my memory back I learn my parents died in an accident.Alex won't leave me,he called someone about me and after a day my room door is being slam.

Alex open it and two man rush in and the one who looks gay wrap his arms around me.Crying hard.

"Joe..JOE,, control yourself..She lost her fucking memory..Stop being such a bitch."

"Alex, don't you dare raise your fucking voice at me.Every fucking things is because of you..."

"I didn't told her to run away."

.

"But you didn't stay with her either."

"Why does it matter to your fucking life."

"Oh,,it does.She is my fucking friend.Who by the way won't hurt me because I am fucking Gay."

"Gay and proud."I whisper.

"What?"Says Alex.

"Gay and proud?"

"Oh my fucking bitch.. You remember me,if you don't I will fucking chop his dick."

"What have my dick done?"

"Cause you think with your Dick."

We laugh hard.I look towards the man next to Joe..

"Hi, sweetheart..I am Joe sugar daddy."

"Eewww."

"Still being virgin and proud."

"I didn't find the right person I guess."

"Oh,,when you do..I want to hear details girl."

"Gross"says Derek.

"You will."

"So,who is he?"ask Alex.

"What?"

"The man you date?"chirp Joe..

"Here comes pain."Shout Derek ..

"Ummm...None."

They all found dumpfounded...