alternative path(2)

(Mc Pov)

"Haah haah" I take a deep breath while trying to remember what happened and turned left and right to see that I was in my room laying on the bed while cold sweets

Drenched the mattress.

While I tries to remember what just happened I felt a strong rejection which rejected me from remembering it and I started to forget what just happened and got up to do my daily activities.

I left my room but everything felt wrong and right at the same time, as I entered the washroom to check myself in the mirror I was just shocked at how unclean and dirty it was at the sink below few mushrooms were growing and a I saw the ceiling,wall and the floor I could sew that the mould was growing in a peculiar patter that I couldn't remember

Or it was just dirty.

I saw myself in the mirror and it was shocking that I had a belly but why was I shocked wasn't it always the same it's not like world turned upside down,

And soon I entered the dining room where all of my family were but as soon I had made eye contact with my brother he made a peculiar face of disdain toward me while murmuring something to himself which was weird.

But suddenly changed his expression and said "good morning big bro"

To which I replied "good morning to you too "

But there a feeling of strangeness which wasn't present before or was it why am I even questioning myself today all should be perfect and normal but why isn't it nothing feels the same.

As I closed my eyes and took a deep breath,

There was a weird feeling that came over me like someone or something was blocking me

From doing anything as I used my full strength and slightly opened my eyelids for a second the whole world appeared to be made of gold and silver liquid just for a second and everything returned to normal.

It was already a weird day for me as if everything was wrong in the first place but now this and my mom in a strun tone said

"You woke up now, say will you even go to there today? Or just planning to play your your games the whole day? Didn'tyoupromise me that you wouldbecomesomeonegreat or even a scientist,so why are you even doing this now."

To which my body shuddered automatically turned and ran as fast as it could toward my room while I could hear curses or something from behind but my body as if already used to this entered the room and shut it from inside.

"hah!haah!haah" As I was taking a deep breath I felt angry anxious sad and a plethora of emotions rolling down at me at once it felt peculiar as if this was real and not at the same time some memories appeared and disappeared at the same time before my brain could have processed it.

it took me some time to compose myself and at least not freak out this much and then a thought came to my brain like an inspiration it was that I wrote a diary regularly or at least when I am #$%###%5 can't remember what that was was it a peculiar mood like despair hater or anger Idk what that was but altest for now let's check the diary.

As I remember it should be in one of my books which are on the top corner of my book shelf as a camouflage all the books had the same brown cover and had mostly the same size.

I reached and opened the book inside of it the diary was placed.

Soon i took it out of the shelf and started to read book from the first page to the last as I know about myself the best as far as I know and this would atleast help me for now.