Previous existence

I am turning 14 this year, and I've got no one to celebrate it with as usual. all my relatives died to a reckless drunk driver when I was only the ripe age of 5 (so I don't have any good memories or bad memories of my family).

my daily schedule consists of waking up at 8:00am, and wacking off until 8:10am, in which I then solemnly walk to school to get bullied for 7 hours and go home at 4:00am, wack off and then go to sleep at 6:00pm rinse and repeat.

I woke up feeling like today was going to be different.I woke up and announced "I feel like todays is gonna be a good day" .i just walked out the door and I went to school "ow ,damn my left leg sure is cramping up today" i said aloud while walking to school.

But as I was walking to my first class I got glances from everyone in the hallway I almost thought that I had forgotten to wear clothes but I'm sure I put clothes on today. I sit down at my desk as everyone's looking at me as if they're seeing a ghost. I look down and I see my legs bleeding like crazy, "holy fucking shit" I screamed as everything went red and I started to black out

"is this it, is this how i die?" I thought as I lost consciousness.