Indulgence!
It seemed inconceivable that I adapted myself to living with Emilio. I had no choice. It's been about three months since he took me from my home. He made sure everyone in the village knew I belonged to him. I was his wife and should be respected. With that said, no one else could pursue me or look at me. I made up my mind to be obedient, not because I was afraid of Emilio but rather to put his mind at ease, making him believe that I accepted him so that I didn't become a prisoner.
The morning after I was kidnapped, I woke up, not knowing where I was. I did not know where Emilio lived, but I learned later that I was nowhere near my home. I was not familiar with the secluded part of Boudins. He also made it clear to me that I could try to escape if I wanted to, but he was not to blame if something happened to me. It was impossible for me to go anywhere because Emilio never really left me alone. And when he did, he would lock me inside.