A Beginning & an End

Our story begins with a 21-year-old boy named Arnold Wagner.

He likes to listen to rock, pop and anime op (like death parade).

Arnold reads a lot of books and webnovels and does sometimes sports like badminton, volleyball and football/soccer.

His parent thought that he needs an outlet so they made him train karate and let him play soccer. The soccer part was cancelled after a few years because of schedule problems. And when he was 15 he had to once again cancel, because of schedule problems.

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15 November 2019

And today is Arnold's first day in uni.

He doesn't have a long distance to the uni and that's why he lives at home with my parents, well one of the reasons.

Arnold needs to wake up at no later than 6:30 AM, because he needs to eat breakfast and then go to the bus which comes at 7:00 AM.

He awoke that day around 6:33 with a bad mood, because anxiety and migraine/headache made his sleep short. he thought 'Today of all days I could not sleep. Nice just perfect. This is such a nice way to start a new school year' ~Sarcasm~

To get to his uni he needs to ride a bus or ride a bike and then on to a ferry and then on a bus again. The whole journey lasts 1 hour, if everything goes like in the schedule. But like always there are traffic jams and the bus always is too late which is really frustrating.

The trip went well up to the ferry. He has an irrational fear of water and hates the ferry due to that reason very much, but not use the ferry means to drive around the lake and that's 1-hour extra journey.

The first step on the ferry was anxiety-inducing, but with a few pauses was it bearable. Behind him are people grumbling under their breaths, so he got more anxious. The journey on the ferry was pure anxiety so he had inner unrest, and because of the lack of sleep, anxiety and general fear of water, so he was a bit jumpy, grumpy and dizzy.

As he was walking up the stairs on the ferry to go to the Passenger Lounge, he suddenly hears a loud noise that startled him.

He tripped and fell down the stairs and over the railing. When he fell, I hit my head and fell into the water.

His last thoughts were 'what a shitty day! Will I survive this? If I don't survive this what is going to happen?'

As you can tell I didn't make it.

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I woke up.

Why can I still think?

{This Chapter is still updating/in the works}

{Update 30.05.2021}