My inner monologue part 1/?

My name is Kristina! I'm 14 and in 9th grade! I'm super popular, cute and hot, super skinny and fit, smart and athletic. The very person strives to be, me, the blessing from God, Kristina Zap something! Haha okay I'm the complete opposite. My names not even close to Kristina. Though she is a kind friend. Wish I can steal her identity, so perfect. Rich, pretty, great family, even speaks fluent Russian, English, AND French, being her third language.

My real name is Teagan. I am not even close to being popular, I have a flabby tumtum, pretty ugly, I'm slightly smart, and kind of athletic. I'm far from being a blessing from God in most peoples eyes. Have I also mentioned I'm 5'9? Yeah so way out of the range of romantic partners for the rest of my life.

School. Very small town, up north west of New York City. Not a very great school, everyone knowing everyone is a real bore to all of us. Even going to high school is the same, as your still stuck in the same building as the middle schoolers, which make everything more excessive. To their voices to their drama. I wanna leave as soon as possible, wonder if its too late to skip school for the year.

Really hope this school year will be eventful.

Soon I will regret all my life decisions, leaving me to Uren a dark pit to crawl into forever.