SEALING MY FATE

The wedding bells begin to hammer

Breaking my train of thoughts

And adding fuel to my anxiety

There she is in all the glamour and glory

As if I had not seen her in a thousand years

She is soft and beautiful

My thoughts are unsettled

As if something is not right

My hands are sweaty

Even though its cold outside

The church is packed to capacity

Everyone has a smile

That adds more colour

To the already decorated chruch

She is getting closer to the alter

And I cant stop but freak out

What if she grows out of love

Before we even settle down

And have our own family

What if she leaves me one day

Without telling me anything

And she never returns

What if she abandons me

With our kids when life becomes hard

Like its bound to be one day

What if she never gives me children

Because of unknown philisophies

And the society laughs at me

For being a tingling symbol

What if I hurt her

Without even knowing it

And she takes it to heart

Without telling me about it

What if I die

And leave her alone

In this world where no one cares

Unless they have something to benefit

What if I met someone else

When she is already my wife

And I fell in love with her

She is finaly here

Her dad is handing her over to me

Damn, she is beautiful

For a moment I even forget how to breath

She looks delicate like a flower

And I vow to protect her with my life

Because she is finaly my wife

My name on her sounds lovely

She is mine to love and protect

Her eyes begin to water

She is happy I know

But deep in thoughts

Something tells me she is afraid

So am I, and that makes me happy

Because we will make it work

The ring on her finger is beautiful

Just like her

And everyone is happy for us

I am happy for us

Something tells me I should burry the thoughts

She looks back at me and smiles

And my heart melts with love

And I know I have done something right

With a prayer on my lips

I hope I make her happy

That she never regrets marrying me

And when the future meets us

We will smile together

For making it this far together

The crowds cheer

In jubilation

And then we descend down the flight of stairs

Her fingers laced with mine

And I feel complete

Because she complete me