Really Alive (edited)

"As we approach Shang Liang Mountain, the mountain road widens, and the number of pedestrians on the road gradually increases.

"Discussion Mountain, is it finally here?" Fang Zheng wiped the sweat from his forehead and couldn't help taking a long breath.

"Those who want to enter the city line up and come one by one. If you want to enter the merchant city, each person pays ten yuan stone. Entering the city, you must not abuse the gu worm, and offenders will be held in jail for at least seven days!"

The guard stationed outside the city gate shouted to the crowd wanting to enter.

On the wall next to the magnificent city gate, many wanted warrants are posted. Some are old and yellowed, blocked by new wanted orders, with only a corner leaking out. Some are brand new and posted at will.

"Hehe, it's still the same, hasn't changed." Fang Zheng gradually approached the city gate following the crowd and saw the wanted orders for Hundreds, Fang Yuan, and Bai Ning Bing.

"This is ten yuan stones." Fang Zheng took them out before the guard asked.

The guards checked them, confirmed they were correct, and immediately let him pass.

"This Jia Gui's Disguise Gu is really good." Fang Zheng touched the thin cicada-wing Gu worm attached to his face. The Rank 5 Gu is a very precious Rank 4 Gu worm. It is a pity that the man in black who hunted him down seems to have left him with a means to make this Gu useless.

After passing the tall city gate, the entrance is a very spacious avenue. People come and go on the street, which is extremely lively. Tall and straight green trees are planted on both sides of the road. The sun shines, and the trees line up. All kinds of noodle stalls, biscuit vendors, tofu vendors, vegetable vendors, and jewelry stalls are set up in the shade of the trees.

"It's worthy of being a merchant city, completely the feeling of a metropolis in southern Border, and it's really prosperous." Fang Zheng exclaimed and walked into a restaurant, Qianlixiang.

"Guest, please come inside." Dian Xiaoer greeted warmly.

"I'm going upstairs." Fang Zheng said, calling out a strand of Golden True Yuan from his aperture.

Xiao Er hurriedly led the way, and they came to the stairs. A young and beautiful girl, tender and lovely, took the place of Xiao Er's job.

"My lord, I don't know how many floors you want to go up to? The first and second floors of Qianlixiang are relatively ordinary, for mortals and first-rank Gu masters to eat. The third floor, named Shilixiang, is the dining place for second-rank Gu masters. You can get a 20% discount. The fourth floor, named Thyme, is exclusively for Rank 3 Gu Masters to taste, and you can get a 50% discount. This fifth floor is our signature-Thousand Miles, dedicated to Rank 4 Gu Masters, free hospitality."

"Oh?" Fang Zheng smiled, "That's a good thing, go to the fifth floor and taste your signature."

When the girl host heard this, her face became more respectful, and she said three blessings: "My lord, please show your true spirit."

Fish-flavored shredded pork, Sibao tofu, Lipu buttoned pork, plum dried vegetable buttoned pork, chestnut stewed pork, winter bamboo shoots, mutton, oyster sauce beef, big meat pheasant red, candied yam, braised lion's head, stewed mushrooms and dragon phoenix beads, dragon snake play... After a while, Fang Zheng was in front of the dining table on the fifth floor. There was a large table of dishes in front of him, all of which were tasteful and tasteful treasures.

"Since I left Gu Yue Village, it has been a long time since I had eaten such exquisite food." Fang Zheng picked up a piece of beef, very tender and fragrant. "Sure enough, it is correct to come to the merchant city to fill up your stomach first. After all, I am not a god who only cultivates without eating in the legend."

After eating, Fang Zheng wiped his mouth and began to plan his future in the Merchant City.

"Gu Yue Fang Yuan, the demon outside the sky, the future Refining path Great Love Immortal Venerable. Now it is the second level cultivation base visually, and the card should currently be the sixth level Immortal Gu Spring Autumn Cicada, the fourth-level Sun Gu, and the moon shadow I gave. Gu." Fang Zheng analyzed, and Fang Yuan's image gradually emerged before his eyes.

"Gu Yue Fang Yuan, only profit is for profit. As long as the benefits are sufficient, he can do anything, whether it is betraying his teammates or making a shameless vow. Instead of cooperating with a tiger, it is no different from seeking skin with a tiger, and being cheated by him is a daily operation. Terrible, fearless to be enemies of the world, fearless for all setbacks, pains and failures, and regretless for the rigorous pursuit of eternal life. I don't care about the world's vision, my reputation, or any sacrifices. These things alone, even the top ten sages are far incomparable. After all, even the top ten sages have their own weaknesses and arrogance. The Promise path is crazy, the ghost is bloodthirsty, and Yuanlian is drifting with the crowd. There has never been initiative (Yuan Lian Xianzun's methods are far inferior to Honglian, Giant Sun... etc. It has the ability to change the situation, just like his personality.). Wild and casual, Giant Sun Lascivious and short-term, Thiotian is paranoid to return home..."

"In history, there has never been a person like Fang Yuan who has the talents of a venerable person and has no flaws in his personality. If there is really a god in the Gu cultivation world, Gu Yue Fang Yuan is a mortal person. The heart is comparable to a person of gods. Because the determination of a person's achievement is not determined by his talent, but by his character." Fang Zheng sighed, I don't know if it is Fang Yuan's admiration, or because Fang Yuan is so difficult to do. Sigh.

Recalling the real Gu fellows in the past world, Fang Yuan was crushed by the protagonist's IQ every time before he developed, and he died hastily and tragically.

Of course, this is a very correct choice. For people like Fang Yuan, if you give him some sunshine, he will be bright, and if you give him some flood, he will be flooded. If he was given three and five years of unfettered development, he would have gone to heaven.

"After all, how should I deal with this Gu Yue Fang Yuan?" Fang Zheng couldn't help but fell into deep thought. "In the fan books of the world I was in at the time, Fang Yuan usually didn't survive a hundred chapters. After all, Fang Yuan's talent If you don't get rid of it, it can be said to be a confession. It is definitely a thorn in your own eyes and flesh. Only by removing Gu Yue Fang Yuan can you make full use of your rebirth memory, plus the memory of Shang Yuan's five hundred years. Turn it into an advantage in defeating the top

 ten venerables in the future. But, why do I feel very upset when I think of this?" Fang Zheng, for some reason, lit up an unknown fire, and slapped the entire dining table with one palm. The fragments.

"Why, why, the plan is so perfect, why am I so upset! Ah, ah, why on earth!" Fang Zheng was full of bloodshot eyes, like a madman, lying on the ground, his fingers tore the floor fiercely, his nails one by one. They all broke apart, revealing bright red flesh and blood.

Fang Zheng was biting and rolling around in the room, slamming his head against the wall frantically.

After a long time, the scarred Fang Zheng finally stopped and stopped self-harm.

Originally, Fang Zheng was reborn in this world. He has been exhausted and cautious. Even if he was heartless, he was just a disguise.

Because he knew at the time that he had to live like Fang Yuan, calculate everything and be careful in everything, to survive in this world. However, why does he live, what he lives for, what mark he can leave in this world, he has never thought about it, he is alive like a character in a book, a marionette without thinking.

However, he is not so wretched and deceived like Fang Yuan, how can he stand on the top of the world? Fang Zheng always persuades himself to be like Fang Yuan in the book, to be a man without flaws, so that he can survive and stand on the top of the world.

But, I am Gu Yue Fang Zheng! When Fang Zheng was thinking about planning before, the unwillingness in his heart was like the flood of a dam, and it was out of control.

"Why, why, I want to live like this! I am Gu Yue Fang Zheng! Even if it is true, I will follow the development of Gu Yue Fang Yuan's thoughts and actions, kill him, replace him, and become a Venerable in the future. Then I Is it really happy? Am I really wonderful then? In that case, am I still me?" Fang Zheng's blood dripping with pain in his fingers constantly reminded Fang Zheng that he is a real person.

It took a long time.

"Huh, huh. I finally understand it." Fang Zheng's eyes gradually flashed, "As a celebrity once said: Learn from me and die like me. Why do I have to stick to what I know What about the original plot to live? I'm a living person! I've never been a character in a book, so why must I live like someone else? Living with my own mind, I'm worthy of the opportunity to be reborn in this world. Wouldn't it be great to experience the wonderfulness you expected?" Fang Zheng gasped heavily, like a drowning person, finally swimming to the surface, and the gloom in his heart disappeared in a blink of an eye.

"If I really kill Fang Yuan here, and develop according to the memory of the original book, I will become a venerable daoist. It is not my Gu Yue Fang Zheng who succeeded at all. is that He Gu Yue Fang Yuan, because I became him. So, I want to live like myself, really live. What bullshit is the biggest threat in the future, I Gu Yue Fang Zheng is Gu Yue Fang Zheng, I will definitely not be incompetent to kill Gu Yue Fang Yuan depends on his route to achieve success. Even if he is really removed, can I get rid of the stars before he has developed? Can I get rid of Giant Sun before he has developed? These are all The evasion of the weak, the performance of incompetence, I cannot kill all the dangers in the cradle."

"Even if his Gu Yue Fang Yuan really develops and poses a huge threat to me? I'm not a weak person. I really want to come and make trouble for me, and I will screw his head off. Haha, but I feel that I am more likely I will fail, but what about it? I can't be afraid of failure, cowardly enough to give up myself and live as someone else. He Gu Yue Fang Yuan, pursuing that non-existent eternal life, has no fear of failure. My Gu Yue Fang Zheng is just because Will Fang Yuan be persuaded by just one Gu Yue? Only a monster like Gu Yue Fang Yuan, fighting with it, can add splendor to my life. Although I will be more likely to be defeated by Gu Yue Fang Yuan, and I will be played with and die very hard. It's miserable. Haha, I'm scared to think about it. Maybe, this is what others call a fool's behavior?" Gu Yuefang took a sip of the peach blossom stuffed in a glass cup and laughed at herself. "However, only in this way can I feel that I am alive with my own heart!"

Fang Zheng opened the window, looking at the crowds of sentient beings, he couldn't help but groan:

Born to be a chess chain, reincarnated and reborn with a smile. Living as an old demon goes smoothly, soaring up against each other. If this is the envy of people like this, who can tell if I am him. It's a pity that I don't want this to happen. Why is this so? Come to this world without regrets if you get your heart.

In an unknown corner, a figure sighed when he saw this scene."