Loneliness and Fear

Fang Zheng's hand stretched out in the air did not fall in the end.

　　"What are you doing? Didn't you choose ordinary happiness? Don't hesitate, go and hold it." The mysterious voice urged him anxiously.

　　"I think, I am really not suitable for ordinary people." Fang Zheng slowly withdrew his hand and looked around: "Maybe, I am really an extraordinary person, am I? Haha."

　　"Aren't you alone?" The figure who was kneeling on the spot stood up and asked Fang Zheng: "You know, the pain of loneliness can't be eliminated at all, like a toxin, it can't dissipate in the heart for a long time. , Even, can even destroy oneself!"

　　Yes, they are the same person, how can they not know the pain of loneliness?

　　How can you not be alone? I am born different from ordinary people. I always dream of my previous life at night, or even a longer life. If he is happy, that's all, no, it should be said that he seems to be so lonely and painful in every life, this seems to be his fate.

　　Betrayal, forbearance, sadness, despair, success, failure... These things, every night, deeply tortured Fang Zheng. At that time, he was living in an inescapable nightmare every day. Those things were too painful for children. Originally at an innocent age, it was filled with pain that so many adults couldn't even bear, and understood the ugliness of the world.

　　In the eyes of children, those kindness and kindness can see through the essence of flattery, malice, and shamelessness in Fang Zheng's eyes.

　　Moreover, because of his dream experience, Fang Zheng became precocious in his mind and incompatible with his peers, which deepened his loneliness.

　　"No one understands, no one to accompany, no one cares, how can you bear this loneliness!" The figure shouted at Fang Zheng: "Do you know how I live these lives? Why, why do I have a grasp now? If you don't choose ordinary opportunities for happiness, tell me, aren't these what you longed for before?"

　　"Yeah, Fang Zheng, what's so bad about Ordinary?" Another ordinary white figure also persuaded Fang Zheng: "Ordinary, you are a member of the collective, and you won't feel lonely anymore. Parents are around, and you never feel it. Isn't the affection you've ever felt bad? And, an enviable old-fashioned love, aren't these things what you always wanted? Why do you want to refuse now?"

　　Fang Zheng didn't look at them, but showed a slightly deep smile: "You are right, but I really don't want to be ordinary. Maybe, I really like the suffocating loneliness."

　　Fang Zheng's body gradually revealed a strange breath, but he didn't notice it at all.

　　"Lonely, I used to be so scared, so hated, that I couldn't leave and get rid of you. But now, why, I think you are so cute again?" Fang Zheng looked forward, as if he had seen those things before. The situation in despair.

　　I once hated reality, and gradually, I understood, I changed, and I became the reality I hated.

　　I used to fear that no one would walk with them. Gradually, I discovered that the so-called no one walks with them, but I don't want to sink with them.

　　I used to suffer from grief. Gradually, I discovered that only these pains deep into my bones can make me feel that I am alive.

　　I used to forget everything for some things, and I was happy, but now I find that these are just some of the past in the journey of life.

　　And now!

　　I finally understand this, everything in the world can no longer cause a wave of waves in my heart. The reason for loneliness is that the strong are lonely, and the loneliness away from the hustle and bustle of the crowd is the cradle of all talents. Also, loneliness, this is a destiny that a person cannot escape from birth to death. Therefore, instead of fearing and avoiding, it is better to enjoy with your heart and savor the taste of loneliness.

　　Gu Yue Fangzheng, I only have the pursuit of excitement and the dedication to creating my own genre in my heart, whether it's life or death, whether it's in groups, alone, or in history. , Is still stinking for thousands of years.

　　I am no longer confused, I have already understood that even with thousands of troops and horses, on the road of pursuit, it is ultimately unavoidable to fight alone.

　　Maybe, this is me, a man who can't get rid of a lonely man for a lifetime, a man who is unwilling to be ordinary, a man who is destined to die and begs his own way.

　　This is me, a small person who was born ordinary, but unwilling to be ordinary-Founder's pursuit.

　　At this moment, a dazzling light flashed, not to be seen.

　　An Immortal Gu was refined at this moment.

　　"You guys, are you satisfied now?" Fang Zheng asked, looking at the two phantoms of his own past life.

　　None of them spoke, but they were obviously satisfied, and the figures of the two phantoms began to fade away.

　　"You, you, you are..." The mysterious female voice was very surprised when she saw this scene, and she couldn't even speak clearly.

　　Her figure gradually appeared. She was a young girl in a green dress, with crescent eyebrows, Danfeng eyes, small cherry mouth, white and delicate skin, like a shelled egg, showing youthful beauty.

　　"You are not the Earth Spirit, are you, you, you are the Samsara of the Senhai?" Fang Zheng had some doubts about this girl, and she had none of the many characteristics of the Earth Spirit.

　　The girl did not deny it.

　　"Senhai Samsara, how is my answer, are you satisfied?" Fang Zheng looked at the girl in front of him, and the guess in his heart was confirmed again.

　　Senhai Samsara, the daughter of human ancestors, was born in the tree of achievement in the ordinary abyss. Later, Human Ancestor left the ordinary abyss and climbed the tree of achievement, because Senhai Samsara was too cumbersome, he was tricked by himself and stayed in the ordinary abyss.

　　Later, Senhai Samsara met the villain and built a ladder with him to hope to climb out of the ordinary abyss. Later, Senhai Samsara was helped by Strength Gu, but because of fear of the cold and loneliness on the heights, he was finally surpassed by the villain, and was left alone in the ordinary abyss again.

　　"Cut, I didn't expect that you, a junior kid, realized loneliness and got the approval of Lonely Gu." Senhai Samsara lifted his small mouth, his face full of unwillingness. "If it weren't for the fear gu to stop me back then, I would definitely be able to leave this damn ordinary abyss that time. I wouldn't have lost so much effort later..."

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That is natural, but I am Gu Yue Fangzheng! ...Wait a minute, why not persistence Gu? Isn't that villain also persistence Gu refined in this ordinary abyss? "Fang Zheng had a stunned look. He thought he had just sensed that what he had refined was Perseverance Immortal Gu, because this was the method of refining Persistence Gu recorded in the Ancestral Biography.

　　"How do I know, I'm just Senhai Samsara's obsession with her staying in this ordinary abyss." Senhai Samsara waved her hand and looked at the astonished Fang Zheng: "In short, your test has passed, and you can already leave this place. Ordinary abyss."

　　Fang Zheng also wanted to ask Senmu's obsession with Samsara to ask her body and other human ancestors to see if all of them were still alive, and they had already been expelled from this illusion.

　　...

　　"Huh, I finally came out." Fang Zheng exhaled a sullen breath, and covered his right chest with his left hand. At this time, a purple-black heart-shaped gu worm was entrenched on his right chest, like a purple crystal. , Dazzling. However, the Gu worm even had the appearance of Fang Zheng depicted on it, which looked a little scary. "Is this Lonely Gu? It turns out to be me, really interesting."

　　"Although, there are still some doubts this time, but I can finally leave this ordinary abyss!" Fang Zheng climbed onto the cliff with one hand, stepped on the wooden ladder with his right heel, and turned his body up.

　　"Earth Spirit, why don't you come over to see the master?" Fang Zheng went up and waited for the earth spirit to come and see him.

　　A young girl in Tsing Yi appeared in front of her face, her willow face and peach cheeks, light and elegant, with jade hands, like a blue lotus flower. is still floating around her in black text, which is very strange when gathering and dispersing.

　　"Earth Spirit pays homage to the master. Congratulations to the master for passing the test." The earthling respectfully saluted Fang Zheng and asked: "Master, what do you plan to do with the man who came with you?"

　　"Bai Ningbing?" Fang Zheng suddenly remembered. He just left the ordinary abyss and forgot about Bai Ningbing. "Of course he was picked up."

　　"No, I came up by myself." Bai Ningbing jumped, jumping up from under the ordinary abyss. "Look, I got an Immortal Gu. I don't know what it is. Do you know Fang Zheng?"

　　"Oh?"

　　I saw the Gu worm in Bai Ningbing's hand. The immortal gu had a strong aura, like a centipede, emitting a gloomy blue light. Its carapace is divided into hundreds of segments, and each segment has an image on it. Some are tigers biting goats, some are long beetles digging into trees, and some are silhouettes swinging a knife at another....Various and strange, but the objects in the picture are all exposed A frightened expression.

　　"It looks like this, this Immortal Gu is Fear Gu." The young girl Earth Spirit looked at this Immortal Gu, and said slowly: "Fear Gu, which feeds on the fear in people's hearts. It seems that the fear in your heart is not small. Ah."

　　Bai Ningbing was about to take a shot, but Fang Zheng stopped him: "Bai Ningbing, this is the land spirit of the blessed land, don't break it. I didn't expect that you could step out of the ordinary abyss and obtain the Fear Immortal Gu. It's really wonderful! "

　　"That is, I Bai Ningbing is pursuing all the excitement in the world, and this is naturally only part of my excitement. No, good girl! Founder, are you looking for something!"

　　Looking at Fang Zheng and Bai Ningbing, Di Ling showed an expression that wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh.