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The Weight Of Expectations

The days following their encounter with Roderick were tense, filled with an air of anticipation that Nathan found increasingly unsettling. His parents, Aldric and Elara, had begun whispering in corners, their conversations abruptly halting whenever Nathan entered the room. Even Rosina seemed more on edge, her usually cheerful demeanor clouded with concern.

Nathan, who usually preferred to stay out of anything that involved too much effort, found himself dragged into discussions and training sessions. Roderick had become a regular visitor at their home, guiding Nathan through exercises designed to help him control his strength and hone his abilities. The man spoke of dangers lurking in the shadows and the importance of being prepared, but to Nathan, it all sounded like an enormous burden.

One afternoon, as the sun dipped low in the sky, Nathan found himself in the courtyard with Roderick, who was instructing him on the finer points of focus and control. Aldric watched from a distance, his arms crossed and his expression unreadable. Elara hovered nearby, her worry barely concealed.

"Again, Nathan," Roderick said, his tone firm but not unkind. "This time, try to focus your strength without letting it overwhelm you."

Nathan sighed, his small hands clenching into fists. He was already tired, his body aching from the constant training. Why did he have to do this? Why couldn't he just be left alone?

Reluctantly, Nathan complied, his mind wandering even as he attempted to concentrate. He could feel the familiar surge of power within him, a sensation that was both exhilarating and terrifying. But as usual, his thoughts strayed—this time to the quiet life he once enjoyed, the simple pleasures of exploring the world at his own pace, free from expectations.

A sudden burst of energy surged through him, far more than he intended. The ground beneath him cracked, and the air around him seemed to ripple with raw power. Roderick's eyes narrowed as he stepped back, but he didn't intervene.

Nathan's heart pounded in his chest as he struggled to regain control. The power felt like a living thing, something wild and untamed, demanding to be unleashed. But Nathan didn't want this. He didn't want the responsibility, the danger, or the attention that came with it. All he wanted was to be left in peace.

But peace was a luxury he could no longer afford.

"Stop!" Nathan shouted, his voice tinged with frustration. He forced the energy back down, his body trembling with the effort. The ground settled, and the air returned to normal, but Nathan was left feeling drained and resentful.

Roderick nodded, a slight smile playing on his lips. "Good. You're learning, Nathan. But you must continue to practice. The more you understand your power, the better you'll be able to control it."

Nathan scowled, his mood darkening. "I don't want to control it. I don't want any of this."

Roderick's expression softened, but his tone remained firm. "I know this is difficult, Nathan. But you have a gift, one that could protect not just you, but your family as well. You may not want it, but it's a part of who you are."

Nathan looked away, his eyes downcast. He didn't want to hear it. He didn't want to be special or important. All he wanted was to go back to a time when life was simple, when he didn't have to worry about hidden dangers or expectations he never asked for.

Aldric approached, his heavy footsteps echoing in the quiet courtyard. He placed a hand on Nathan's shoulder, his grip strong and reassuring. "You're doing well, son. I know it's hard, but you have the strength to handle this. You're stronger than you think."

Nathan met his father's gaze, seeing the pride in Aldric's eyes. But instead of feeling encouraged, Nathan only felt a deeper sense of burden. His father believed in him, trusted him to rise to the occasion—but Nathan wasn't so sure. What if he failed? What if he couldn't live up to their expectations?

Elara joined them, her presence warm and comforting. She knelt beside Nathan, brushing a lock of hair from his forehead. "We're proud of you, Nathan. No matter what happens, remember that we're here for you."

Nathan's heart ached at her words. He didn't want to disappoint them, but he also didn't want this life of responsibility. He was just a boy—a lazy one at that—thrust into a role he didn't want and wasn't sure he could handle.

Roderick stepped forward, his voice gentle. "Nathan, I won't force you to continue if you don't want to. But understand that the choice you make now will affect not just you, but those you care about."

Nathan remained silent, the weight of the decision pressing down on him. He knew what Roderick was saying was true, but that didn't make it any easier. He didn't want to be a hero or a protector—he just wanted to be Nathan, free to live his life without the constant pressure to be something more.

After a long moment, Nathan looked up at Roderick, then at his parents. He saw the concern in their eyes, the hope they had for him. But he also saw their love, their unwavering support, and that gave him a small measure of comfort.

"I'll try," Nathan muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. It wasn't a promise to embrace his destiny, but it was a step forward—a small concession to the reality he couldn't escape.

Aldric smiled, his pride evident. "That's all we ask, Nathan. Just do your best."

Elara hugged him tightly, her warmth surrounding him like a protective shield. "We'll be with you every step of the way."

Nathan nodded, though his heart remained heavy. He knew this was only the beginning, and that the path ahead would be filled with challenges. But for now, he would try—if only because he couldn't bear to let his family down.

As the sun set on the horizon, casting long shadows across the courtyard, Nathan stood with his parents, the weight of expectations settling on his small shoulders. The future was uncertain, and the dangers were real, but with his family by his side, Nathan knew he'd find a way to endure—even if he did so reluctantly.