MAY | what should we name this?

What am I becoming?

What have I turned into?

I knew me but just not this side

It's not a bad side

But

It's different it's new

Maybe it's just the way that I am with you

You've had this long term effect

For years, in fact

It's an unbroken level

Nameless

We are anonymous

Do not ask what we are

That may change things

But what are we?

I'm asking

I ask myself not you

I could never ask you

Because if you say nothing

Then

My heart

Will reach

It's ultimate

Breaking point

- more than a crush, more than a lifetime, more than a love