He turned away from her to control himself. He closed his eyes and fisted his palm.
" I wanted to have her and waited to be inside her since the day I met her. When it was happening now, why did I feel it was wrong to touch her when she was tempting me. I never cared about the feelings of my bedmate or any nightstands. I never experienced a conflict between my heart and my mind. These feelings are foreign to me…" he was thinking in his mind.
" It was her mistake to ignore your warning and go with Lancelot. How could you lose this golden chance! Just enjoy this night. She is inviting you to have sex with her…" his pervert mind suggested.
" No….you can't have sex with her. Don't take her words seriously. She was completely under drug influence. What is the difference between you and Lancelot if you take advantage of her! Do you save her from Lancelot for this! " his heart questioned him.