Chapter 40

"If you decide something and run it in a hurry then it's not only you who are disappointed, the people in it are also disappointed. Not only are you disappointed, you will also lose other valuable opportunities," D.A

An argument ensued, but the man remained with his stance. Leaving home. Even though he knows there is a big risk in it that he will regret in the future. There is a heart that he must sacrifice for the happiness of several people in the future. No, it's not that the man doesn't think about himself, but he knows exactly the girl who is with him is feeling the happiness in his environment that he can't possibly spoil with bad news and news. He must swallow the bitterness of other people's mistakes for the happiness of his loved ones. Even though the man knew he would suffer. But that's just the beginning, he'll slowly be happy too. He is the one who is dear to her.

"My motorbike! Uh my motorbike."

Dirham remembered that his girlfriend's motorbike was still there because it was impossible for the man to carry two motorbikes at the same time. The man said goodbye to Alysa to bring his motorbike first before someone bad would take it.

Bye dear. One kiss landed on the girl's forehead before Dirham left his room and went to look for Alysa's motorbike. The girl smiled happily when she was treated like that. I didn't want to be away from that guy but it was impossible.

Dirham who ran in a hurry to get there quickly was exhausted. He couldn't breathe if he had to run again. The man decided to pause for a moment to rest before he ran back. Dirham played with his cellphone for a while. For some reason his finger wanted to see all of his girlfriend's Instagram highlights. It seems that it would be very exciting if the man knew Alysa from the beginning.

The highlights listed on the girl's Instagram only contain views, nature, and the sky with aesthetic paintings. However, one picture is inserted where the photo of Alysa and Dirgan looks like. Alysa was so dear to her former lover, to the point that the man's face was tucked into it.

Honestly, Dirham admits, the man who was Alysa's lover in the past is indeed handsome, looks very loving too. It's only natural that the girl has a hard time forgetting her past.

The man took a deep breath, he got back up and ran to get to the place where Alysa's motorbike was left when the girl was in pain. Dirhams arrived. Fortunately the motor is still intact in the same place. I'm grateful.

Dirham rode the girl's motorbike and returned to Alysa's house. On the way he saw a chicken satay seller who reminded the man of his lover. The man stopped by briefly to buy 3 servings of chicken satay. To Alysa, Kelly and Rayhan. Surely the girl would be happy if she brought her favorite food. Dirham thought so.

The chicken satay is done. Dirham immediately went to his lover's house. After the man parked his motorbike, he entered the house. The man gave 2 servings of satay to Kelly and Rayhan who were watching tv.

"Han, I'm allowed to use a plate in the kitchen, yes, I want to bring the chicken satay upstairs. Don't forget to eat the satay too, Kelly too," said dirham who immediately took the plate and went up to the girl's room.

The girl seemed to have fallen asleep, maybe it was the pain in her stomach that made Alysa choose to fall asleep.

"Sss ... Ssss," call Dirham gently to wake the girl.

Alysa was disturbed by her lover's call. He woke up and narrowed his eyes, "Why?" asked the girl.

The man showed a portion of satay in front of his lover's face. With an excited face, the girl immediately took the plate containing the satay earlier and her sleepiness suddenly disappeared. The girl voraciously ate it without offering the man beside her. Alysa doesn't feel sad when she eats satay, to be more precise, she has given up everything.

Dirham was happy because there was no more sadness when he ate chicken satay, unlike before, which always had tears in his eyes.

"Thanks a lot," said the girl sweetly.

The man came out after his lover ate voraciously and there was nothing left. He also said goodbye to go home because it was a pity that Bi Lilis was already waiting at home. Once again Dirham kissed the girl's forehead, "Good night Alysa dear," said Dirham.

The man also said goodbye to Rayhan and Kelly that he was going home.

Alysa did not sleep, the girl reached for her cell phone. Idly open old chats piled up on his Instagram. One of them was a chat with Dirgan which ended in the girl, "Are you happy Dir see I'm happy now?" The girl's mind asked.

He also opened a chat with Raka, it was undeniable that he missed his best friend. One more thing, Karin. Alysa's best friend even though there is bitterness in it. He reread the chat with his best friend, as happy as they were in the past. If Karin was still alive, surely they would be happy now. Plus the presence of Zahra in their friendship.

Active. Suddenly his best friend's Instagram was active. This made Alysa's eyes widen. Isn't Karin gone but why is her social media account able to be active again? The girl tried to contact via Instagram but her account was dead again. The girl was sure that this was definitely not her family because this account only Karin knew.

The girl tends to rarely give passwords to anyone regarding her personal account. But if it was Karin, then the sign? Karin is still alive? The girl couldn't think straight. He still denies this fact. Keep trying to be positive thinking that it is someone else holding his best friend's account.

Alysa continued to apply in her heart that Karin was gone, her best friend had calmed down in a different world. But the girl is also curious about who activated Karin's social media account.

"Where are you going?" asked the woman.

The man just wanted to find the wind, walking in front even with the help of a stick because his legs could not fully stand. Seeing her son as if he wanted to go on a trip made the woman's heart sliced ​​because she couldn't help anything.

The man was sitting in the small garden of his house, looking up at the pretty bright sky. The moon and the shining stars made the boy's eyes sparkle. He took out his cell phone and took a picture of the sky. Beach. The man missed the beach.

Alysa looked up at the ceiling and closed her eyes. Hours of overthinking began to enter the girl's mind. He always felt that his life was still useless, he always felt that there was a problem he had not solved but the girl was afraid to know what the problem was. He also always feels like a burden in someone's life.

He is also full of fear, an exaggerated fear that overwhelms others over him. Could that girl really be of any use? Will that girl be able to not bother other people again later? I don't know, that vague thought suddenly appeared. Why should there be an overthinking clock? Why do people always worry about what has passed and why do people always worry about things that haven't happened yet.

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If I could turn back time, could my wish come true?