Chapter 4: Things got weird

Eunha's POV

Nakauwi na kami sa Manila at dahil bakasyon nasa bahay lang ako. After ng araw na yun hindi kami nagkausap ni Jungkook. I did what I am doing before ignoring his presence. Because tumatak yung sinabi sakin ni Sowon, dahil panaginip lang naman yun mas magandang kalimutan na. Wala naman special na nangyari sa province we hang out mostly sa ancestral house ayaw kaming payagan nina mommy lumabas kasi sabi nila hindi naman kabisado yung lugar kaya naman samfarm na lang kami. Pero may napansin ako nung time na nasa farm kami. Kuya keep on staring to Sowon and she doesn't have any idea about it. I want to know kung ano meron kay Kuya pero baka magalit sya if tinanong pero naaah I am really curious tatanungin ko sya pag dating nya dito umalis kasi sila ng mga pals nya if I am not mistaken they played basketball.

Kaya habang wala pa sya i focused on my reading I currently reading Harry Potter the whole series nasa Goblet of Fire na ako, sa sobrang focus ko hindi ko na namalayan na dumating na pala sila kuya If I said sila the whole gang is here not the girls but the boys it means another day seeing Jungkook.

" Yo Eunha! You looked so focused on that book " that's Kuya RM his our cousin same age sila ni kuya.

" Yeah, exciting na kasi yung scene ee later mo na ako kausapin kuya okay thanks" and then I continue reading and I felt someone seat beside me to my surprise it's jungkook but I need to ignore him okay so I just look check who it was and go back to what I am reading.

" So were back to that again ignoring each other?" He talked?

" Eehhh?" I just looked and see his looking at me wala na pala sila kuya but I was so surprise that his talking.

" You keep on ignoring since that night, we sometimes you know talk casually but after that even talking to me hindi mo na magawa and even glance" wait up? Is he really talking to me I really can't think straight now hindi ko alam kung titingin ba ako or sa libro because it got too awkward that I choose to looked to my book and talked.

" What do you mean? We are like this ever since before so I think wala namang nagbago?" That's what I remember kasi nga ayoko mapalapit sa kanya I don't want Sowon get mad to me.

" Yeah, if that's what you want to think but I want us to talk more okay? You're reading another part of that book?" Teka nga anong meron dito sa taong to ngayon bakit sya nagkakaganyan I am so confused about it kaya tiningnan ko sya with confused look kasi hindi ako sanay sa ginagawa nya he just stared at me and I raised one of my eyebrow

" What are you trying to do Jungkook? If this is about that night I was just got affected to my dream no need for you to take it seriously okay" I need my defense mechanism guys kelangan kong panindigan yung promise ko kay Sowon but everytime I looked to this guys since that night I feel like I am drowning deeply to his eyes kaya iniwas ko na lang tingin ko he looked pissed yet sad I dunno.

" Did you just pretended that night are you going to play this game again Eunha? This is the second time you are going to do this to me and it's not funny anymore"

" No I did not okay, I was having a nightmare so I don't know what I am doing I can't even remember that you came to my room"

" That's not what I am referring to, after that night you came to my room and hug me again and cried again so what's that for?" Wait what?

" Eehhhhh? I don't remember anything"

" That's always your excuse Eunha! Don't play games with me, I'm starting ti hate you more" and he head out and I was so dumbfounded on what he told me. Ako sa room nya? Kelan yun bakit wala akong maalala?

" Hey, are you okay? I heard the 2 of you? Are you pursuing Jungkook again bunny?" It's Suga his the only person who knows what I feel to that man.

" No, I can't even remember kung ano yung sinasabi nya"

" I also saw you going out to that room, I make sure na walang tao kasi pagnalaman ng Kuya mo at ni Sowon to magagalit sila you know that right?

" But I swear Suga I didn't remember a thing, alam mo naman nasasabihin ko sayo agad if something happened di ba? Pero I really don't know" My heart is shaking I was so scared but I don't know what it is. Suga just tap my shoulder and give me a word that will give me sleepless nights.

" You gotta figure it out Bunny, because your driving that guy crazy and he can't handle that"

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It's definitely him, I just don't know why we are not talking to each other, he is so near yet so far. I want to run and hug him and told him that everything is alright that he don't need to blame his self. But my own body not allowing me to go near him. It felt like my whole body is trapped and it's being controlled. So confused about what is happening but I will definitely speak to him once I got the chance because I don't want him to be the same person he used to be.