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"WHAT!!!???"

Te tree of us said in sync "You are going!!!???"" What!?NO!OFCOURE NOT!!!" "EVERYONE CALM DOWN!!!"my sister shouted well okay maybe we are kinda shouting too much but IS THIS FOR REAL?!?!"I ain't going nowehere!"i said  and i was serious "Sis you are not gonna let her go just like that right?!"John said in clearly panic"w-well...""you are!!!??"things seem to be not good we talked and sat down and talked and tried to find a salution but nothing came out "but even if we do protest nothing will change" john said hopelessly there were not much time left and i didnt wanted to give tem too much trouble so i stood up and said"its fine...ill go" i said whith a sigh"wait Y/n-""no its fine ill go pack up my things"i said and whit that i went to my room and started to gather my clothes it took some time but it was finnaly done ı tried to do it at the slowest pace as possible i didnt wanna go there well i think its kinda obvious right now i heard a soft knock on the door"come in" i said the door slowly opend revealing my sister she seemd upset she slowly sat down next to me she slowly reached her arms out and gived me a warm hug i coudnt hold it back i started to sob uncontrollably i didnt wanna leave ididnt wanna go there i dont wanna leave my family behind but.... there is nothing i can do.

Some time later

Okay,I  think i have every thing i need lets have a look clothes?check!female products?check!sketch book?check! books?check!charger?check!headphones?check! ok i guess thats all i need it was 11 pm after ı saıd goodbye to my siblings i went to sleep....well i coudnt sleep at all i was thinking about the other side of the wall i wonder,how does it look like i never get to see sky as clear i bet it is beautiful and the grass....İ mean i see the sky and grass eveyday but uhh its not soo charming and beautiful they say the sky looks soo clear and bright and grass is clean not full of garbage and bright green *sigh* and the countrys....i really dont wanna meet them in fact i want too meet them then just punch them in their face....probably thats a bad idea cause now that i am no match for them they can litteraly break my skull whit their own hands after that horrible toughts that gave me chills i decided too focus on sleep  and slowly drifted to sleep....

BEEP

BEEP

BEE-

"UGHHHHHHHH.....what?" i said dizzly trying to open my eyes it wasnt too hard since the sky is grey and the amount of light that comes trough my window is uhh not...that...bright after turning the alarm off i started to wear the clothes i prepared and get down stairs then the smell of delicious pancakes hit my nose i slowly to kitchen i see my older sister Layla and my little brother John is cooking now that is suprising John? cooking? man i am excited i slowly aproach the two (it is 7:00 am btw) "hmm smells nice" "of course it smells nice i made it " said john proudly i cuckled at this layla was making orange juice and i decided to set the table i took three plates and forks and set them on the table after the pancakes are finished  and we all sat down we started eaiting it was like a normal every day breakfast  expect that nobody was talking everyone looked somewhat sad and well that was understandable we slowly eat our breakfast  when it finished i helped whit the dishes  after that i looked at the time it was 8:30 and i nudged my sisters arm and  pointed at the time and said "we should get going"there was a clear sadness in my voice "yeah" she said so i got my baggage and we walked out of the house on our way john started to tell us some jokes to lighten up the mood  our house was not far away from the wall it can bee seen it is like the wall from attack on titans but longer of course and bigger of course.

After almost a half an hour drive we finally came to our destination and there it was a door and some men in black armor and helmets?To be honest they looked funny somewhat well beyond that they had guns frimly pressed aganist their chests i couldn't  see their expressions because of the helmets that covering their face it was 8:56 i knew that i didn't have much time so after taking my clothing and all the other stuff from the car i slowly turned my face to my siblings they were clearly tearing up at the moment and i ain't lyin' i was too tearing up as well and i was wlcomed with the most welcoming and tight hug while they were hugging  John said "You better not forget us!" as he hugged me tighter well of course i said that i wouldn't and after a whole hugging and goodbyes and some promisses to my sister that i will act nicely and respectfully whitch i don't know that if i can keep it up or not   one of the soldiers grabbed my shoulder firmly and sif "It's time to go" i lowerd my head and noded slightly after giving my last hug to them i slowly turned around and started to make my way to the dorr well it wasn't like a door it was more like a stone gate not too big but it was big enough to fit a avarage car in.

As i walked up slowly to gate i could fell my heart beating faster and faster with every step i take my breathing gets quicker and deeper yes i was sad that i had to leave my family alone i hated that it was like leaving them to death whitch it was kinda like that since there is probably no way that i can do to save the humans form our rotten world...but i was wondering what is the other side like How clean is air?Does clouds look like how it is in the old pictures?How bright is sun? these kind of questions were inside my head at the time and the answer was just some steps away from me i started to walk a little faster as the door opend i stopped and turned my head back and looked at my family they were smiling at me as my sister gave me a thumbs up it broke my heart to think that i will never be seeing or talking to them i smiled back and turned to my head to  my front again as i was making my way to inside the door solwly closed after me leaving me in a complete darknes...