Making Friends but

So as I said I was not so talkative in person but I tried to talk, and asked everyone what they are working on.

Akash brother started talking to me and it was good. I used to ask doubts to him anytime, if he didn't I asked doubts to lucky brother. Inside I like the silent guy.

His nature is sweet, don't talk much like me and his work speaks like me.

I ask doubts to Akash Brother, slowly we started talking about work , study related things.

We made a stopmation together.

We become friends, still I call him as Brother.

Here comes a girl who talks a lot and I saw she's amazing and I want to be her friend and I succed.

finally girls are increasing in Institute.

Here comes the a guy who is cool.

actually from my religion so I thought we could be something lol. Oh his name is Fizaan.

I started talking to him, it feels good like friends.

normal friends.

secret liking.

no expectations that he would like me back.

here on the other hand my chats with Akash brother increase day by day, if we don't talk it feels wierd.

So as a friend it can if you don't talk one day .

it's Normal.

slowly slowly he started calling me friend.

He said we are friends, don't call me brother, I don't get the vibe of friend if you call me brother.

I said okay, I tried hard but brother was fixed in my mouth so I can't stop calling him brother.

We don't talk in person as we talk on chats.

I saw the different person at institute vs what he used to be on chats.

He started sharing his wierd feeling towards me, like he don't feel good when he didn't talk to me, he didn't feel good when he didn't saw me, he feels jealous of other guys I talk.

It makes me feel wierd like why he's feeling that way , I don't feel jealous.

I said we are friends. he said we are best friends. But same thing again I don't trust him because he seems different at institute vs chats, maybe he could say the same thing about me too.

I know I feel weird too but I know that wasn't love.

one day he dramatically asked me that what would be my answer if he propose me in future, I replied you will get to know in future.

Then he asked , and I said No

I said you are doing a prank with me

he said no I'm serious

I know you love me too

I said no we are friends

he said okay then try 3 days not to talk to me , if you do so we'll be friends.

I know how it feels when I don't talk to him one day so I don't want that lonely, a lot of thoughts, so I accepted the proposal.

The thing that was eating my mind was it's all happened because of chats and even the proposal is on chats.