Having an open heart is not easy.

You find that the light meeting day may not have the same brightness along the way.

Opening your heart means giving away a part.

A part of you that may not go easy.

A part of you that's hoping to please me.

This part of you feels like your choking and heaving.

Feining for true love.

I know time has been wasted.

I had to understand the reality and face it.

Sometimes history feels as though its copied and pasted.

The history of heartbreak;

we have all felt the heartache.

I find strength within my calmness.

Missing the bombs.

I just write down my songs.

My heart longs...

for that connection,

for that real love and affection.

I don't want someone in my life just for a section.

I want to leave a lasting impression.

This is a confession.

I have failed and learned my lesson.

This is all a blessing.