So tiny

When I look at the sky I feel so tiny and lonely. It's like if I ever disappear, no one will care. It don't change the world or the universe. I am so tiny compared to whole universe that my existence is tends to almost zero. It's like if you took one mug of water from Pacific Ocean. If you forget about aerospace engineering and rocket science then our world is nothing but a closed system. Whatever happens inside this system, it doesn't affect the outer universe. The universe is really damm big. So what people say about me it doesn't affect me. And alltime teachers, parents and my friends called me careless. But that doesn't concern me at all. That day Mahammad tell me that I am freaking lazy. I don't lie but actually somehow it felt so good like that someone acknowledged me. Whatever the way is. I always lie down and show others extreme listlessness. Yeah I am freaking lazy but not that I don't work at all. But in my words, " If you want me to do some work, you have to make a appointment earlier". Like one day before or if you try to see me working at evening or night you have to tell me that in morning. Why should I work too hard now. The world is so huge and I didn't became a adult yet and I don't have the power to do something very great that will affect not only the world even the outer universe too. But I have some ideals of mine too. I always feel the way that "Those who don't work, shall not eat". I am lazy but I always did some work in the whole day that deserves a or two meal. I think everyone should have their Ideals.

In my school many of my friends have no goal or aim in future but they talk so big that If they have the chance then they even change the world in no time. I know this kind of people. They will become those adults who always seat on tea shops and talk about big politics that of they have the charge they could change the nation. Sometimes I despise them like hell.