I will not

I ran upstairs to get my diary and write about those flustered things Oliver did to me.I couldn't stop thinking about it all day at school.And about school Carvis has been acting shady and mean today,and happily I haven't seen Meradath at all today.The Exhaustion on my shoulders lifted as I had entered my beautiful home,but then again not so beautiful,my mother was home.Ivy swept out of her room so fast as she hugged me I felt as if she were planning to push me out the door.But then I had realized something sad.Tears fell down Ivy's Big brown eyes and onto my white school shirt.

Ivy..did something happen?

M-mommy..her words quiverd out of control in a whisper.I felt blood and pain in Ivy's back as I let go of her.

Her pink pretty dress was not so pretty anymore.The back of her dress was drooled in blood and I could see whip marks on her dress,even ones cutting through her dress.

It made me sad that my own sister was hurt because of a monsters jealousy,sick mind and hatred.My mother loathed me more than my sister but that doesn't mean you abuse their poor body with pain.The beast had clicked and clacked down the stars once again with her expensive useless high heels.Her hands tightly gripping each other with fancy leather gloves on as she were playing with the blood on her gloves.Ivy's eyes were bloodshot and wide ready to start crying.She was never home and I was happy about it but when she did come home,father was happy to see her yet not us most of the time.Walking around us she dropped her gloves drunkenly and happily.

My beautiful children,oh,so happy to see your beautiful faces.she chuckled.Our whole life she was never there,cared,loved and were appreciated for us.We had only learned to love by ourselves and be educational.That monster would send us letters saying we had needed to do many,many chores other than loving us and giving us more emotions.We are dolls.We have no emotion,we mus'nt dare make a move towards our mother or she wouldn't play with us.Wait...she never plays with us either way.I have realized that if even if she physically and emotionally abuses us,that won't stop us from telling anyone else especially chewing her out like a dog with a stick.

I was already sick and tired of her and she had just gotten home.I wanted her gone out of the house,never to be seen again not even by a hitch hiker if she decides to go in the woods,the anger inside me had already made a huge bonfire and it was just starting.

Are y'all not going to talk to me,fine,THEN WAIT IN THE ATTIC FOR ME,she shouted as she slapped me in my cheek like she usually does.Ivy whimpered and nudged toward the stairs until my arm gripped Ivy's hand so hard it tightly squeezed and popped one of her fingers.

You aren't going anywhere.Ivy shivered as I said quite seriously.My mother blown with rage but her hands around my neck and grasped tighter and tighter.Ivy ran to the kitchen as the maids realized what was happening.The butlers attention towards my mother's hands on my neck bothered him enough to stand up to me mother.Her hands slipped and were placed behind her back and was pushed to the ground.The remaining other Butler came to help hold her down as Miss Linzee came for my aid.Ivy having knife in hand slowly walked out of the kitchen.Out of shock and a gut feeling I told Ivy to put the knife down and away.

Her body was loosing amount of blood by how she was shocked and scared of what she had been through.My mother screamed at Ivy to throw the knife towards her.Miss Linzee came to her senses and stood up.The creaks of the wood bounced on her feet as she walked to Ivy.Ivy out her terrible state of kneeled,set down the knife and slid it toward "Mother."My eyes widened to see the worst sight of my useless life,my teeth clamped on each another wishing for time to return,my nose smelled the rotten blood on Ivy that I had wished I hadn't smelled,My ears heard the slashing of throats and more liquid spill onto the floor everywhere,my body felt numb,unable to move as a wave of shock surrounded my dark u meaningful life.I had realized my mother had been playing with us this whole time,but I wanted it to stop,I am not your doll,I will learn more emotions,I will not listen to that wretched witch,I will not let Ivy get caught up in this god forsaken tragedy of drama with "mother."

I....will.....not.....let this bitch ruin my life.