I Smile

I smile even when your smile isn't for me

I laugh when your accent catches itself

I live for the little moments when your eyes catch mine and you duck down in embarrassment.

I drop tears thinking how you slowly allowed your self access to the world. I smile at how brave you've become allowing her to become your number one

I cry because I want to be the one helping you open up but I know it won't be me so when they ask me how I feel about you I smile as I say I'm happy as long as your happy. I don't need much more as this is the end of this crush.