A Small Talk Between Buds

Hey Ay, we're going to close all access to the main entrance and even the doors that open to the house. We'll just stay at the south side pavilion with the pool so they'll have access to the playrooms and the damage will be limited, we're not going to give our mother a way to pressure us even more if her vases or paintings end up in tatters. I'm not ready to hear her nag us all the time.

I was thinking the same thing, I will ask Serge to lock all access to the main house. So they will have less work after this madness. Which will be more than madness if the person I did all this for doesn't show up.

Do you still think he's coming? Ah, brother, I wish I had your optimistic spirit.

And wouldn't you like him to come, umm? Uh, to be honest, I don't really care if he comes or not. Why not, you don't want to have anything with him anymore? or is there something else?

Aike turned to face his brother in annoyance, can you tell me why you ask me so many questions? Why don't you rather take care of your evening instead of meddling in my problems with that worthless H, um?

After what he did to me, I don't want to see his face, Aike thinks, still in a bad mood. He responded to my kiss and then rejected me like a whore, he likes to play with people and their feelings, that brat. I'm not going to give him that satisfaction. He's the one who started it all, why did this good-for-nothing Howie have to have two faces? Aike bluster in his head like crazy.

Oh, you don't need to get your claws out, I just wanted to know if there's anything I can help my brother with and I want him to know that I'll do anything to help him, nothing more. If he needs advice or a sympathetic shoulder, I want him to know I'm there.

I'm sorry for yelling at you Ay, I don't know why I lose my temper when it comes to that shitty H. He has a knack for pissing me off. And now I'm taking my anger out on you. I'm really sorry bro.

It's not a problem, better be me than someone else okay. Want to share?

Aike looked at his brother kindly, he doesn't know if he wants to tell him why he was angry but something inside him wants him to talk to him about everything. after all, they never had secrets from each other, it's not with H that it's going to start.

If I tell you about it, do you promise not to laugh at me and tease me? And you must also tell me the bottom of your thoughts too.

Is it that serious? asks his worried brother. Aike nodded. Well ok, let's go to my room or yours, we'll be safe from any surveillance camera. What do you think?

I agree, replies his brother, who thanks heaven for having given him such an understanding and caring half.

shall we pour ourselves a little glass of wine, after all, we have a party tonight, right? We can start to get in the mood. What do you think about that?

We're going up with a bottle, given what I have to tell you, I'll need more than a glass. Ayke smiled as he heard the words spoken by his brother. So he's finally going to tell me about the languid kisses he shares with Howie, and those uncontrollable heartbeats when he sees him.

We'll do it like that then. Let's choose a good bottle my big one and the best of them. They went down to the cellar where they chose a good bottle of red wine, among their father's best, which put them in a less dramatic state of mind than a few minutes before.

Let's stay here Aike suggests to his brother. In the wine cellar, there is no Surveillance Camera as modern as it is, their mothers see fit to keep it that way. maybe it's because the boys hardly ever go down there or because they often use it to discuss business over a good drink with their partners. They take their places at the counter where he opens the bottle. Made of brick and wood, the atmosphere in the cellar was rather welcoming and warm.

It was the best place to share what he had in his heart. Aike got up with his glass in his hand, he went to sit on the big sofa which majestically trailed in the cellar. He lifted the glass to his lips and sniffed it, closing his eyes. he dipped his lips in the reddish drink breathing its intoxicating scent, then placed it on the coffee table in front of him.

His brother didn't move, Ayke remained perched on a stool at the bar, and he leaves a little space for his brother to put him at ease so that he doesn't feel suffocated by his presence. He waits patiently for him to begin his story. He sips his wine with delight, like a great drinker and above all a fine connoisseur.

Actually, Aike started shyly, I also had my first kiss. He lifted his head to read his brother's expression but the latter showed no sign of astonishment or surprise. He smiled at his brother to encourage him to continue. And it was with Howie, like you. The smile of encouragement he displayed becomes wider and wider. A sign that the story is going to be much more fun than what he already knows.

If you keep showing that face of yours, his brother reminds him, I'm not going to be able to go on, you promised to be on your toes.

Oh, I'm sorry, Ayke hastened to tell his brother, he doesn't want to miss the opportunity to listen to a good sweet story. Since he started reading the gossip on the high school platform, a place made for them, students. what was originally done so they could get to know each other better and have a place to get acquainted has become a place of gossip. He has become a real nosy.

Go ahead, he told his brother, taking on a serious expression. And that was exactly the first day we went to his house. Oh my God, you're a real little rascal, my brother, Ayke shouted in a completely good mood. He's in his element right now. Aike glared at him from the other side of the room, he closed his mouth as quickly as he opened it, regaining his seriousness for the second time.

If I continue to laugh like this, he will surely get angry and I will miss the opportunity to know a really sweet story that is not rigged with lies or errors. Come on Ayke pull yourself together, let him finish.

Do you take me for a comedian? asks his brother who kept watching him while he tried to convince himself to stay calm so he could have the rest of the story unhindered.

Oh No, no, no what a crazy idea? Ayke hastened to add. So, did you initiate the kiss or did he?

Uh, it was on my request, I asked him to kiss me, I don't know what got into me that day. Aike hid his face in his hands. To prevent his brother from noticing his burning cheeks.

Hey, you don't have to be ashamed of me, I too was tempted by his charm, he really is a source of walking temptation. And, everyone knows he's not only handsome but he's also got the whole package, he got everything. Sometimes I wonder if he's human. Well, we're not here to talk about me, but for you. Come on, go on, I'm listening.

I don't think he's human either, Aike told him thoughtfully. Let's move on, he didn't kiss me immediately after my request, he remained stunned by my audacity for a moment, I myself, didn't believe my request either. I was uneasy when I understood the seriousness of my request. I mean by that, he's a boy just like me, why did I have this sudden urge for him to kiss me huh, did I lose my mind? And I wanted to run away, I wanted you to come to my rescue, I called you but guess what bro, you were sleeping soundly in his bed.

It's when I start to panic stupidly that he came out of his daze. He grabbed my elbow and a second later I was in his muscular arms against his body. He let out a sigh that made his brother's eyes widen as he listened with his mouth wide open.

The worst part of it all, I was not only responded to his kiss but I also loved it a lot, I loved the feeling of my body against his, and I loved the way he touched me like I was made of earthenware, as at any time he could break me under his fingers if he is not careful enough, I really like it. I felt safe and fulfilled. Which will result in a big void when he ends up the kiss, so I no longer want him to touch me or get too close to me. He got angry when he noticed that I wanted to get away from him. I was not disgusted, on the contrary, I did not have the courage to tell him.

Ha, ha, ha! Ayke started laughing like the damned, he had promised himself to stay quiet but as his brother's story progresses, he finds it interesting and delectable. As a result, he can no longer keep the promise he made to his brother.

Ok, I'll stop, Aike tells him sulkily. Hey oh no, no, shouted his brother who rushed towards him. No, don't do that bro, I'm listening, and believe me, I'm not judging you or anything ok. I just realized something but I'll tell you later ok. So please continue. He begged him with a childish pout.

You've become really nosy yourself, his brother told him. before returning to his story, he takes a sip of wine which he leaves in his mouth for a moment before swallowing it with satisfaction. Hanging on his lips Ayke is dying of impatience. Are you gonna swallow that damn wine or not?

I just swallowed it, why are you in such a rush now? I'm not in a hurry, I'm only interested in my brother. His delusions are also mine. I didn't expect you to change so much, Aike answers him, looking at him with a sidelong look and a smirk on his lips.

Then again, I started again. and this time, it was him who rejected me. he abruptly ended our passionate embrace, he locked himself in his bathroom leaving me lying in his bed like shit. I wanted to die and I also understood that he must have felt bad when I pushed him away the first time.

This time, he avoided going into too many details like the first kiss, because this one was more daring than the last. Given the way his brother is dying to hear the end of the story, he is afraid that he will spend the rest of his life making him miserable because of his stupidity.

Explain to him how he grabbed Howie's manhood and how he made fun of him in this back and forth movement he made with his pelvis. No way, he's telling all this to Ayke who's been way too nosy for him these past few days. He'll be celebrating it day and night if he learns that part of the story.

Hey, oh, but what are you doing? tell me everything in detail as you did for the first time, otherwise, how am I going to help you find a solution to this situation, hmm? It happened as I told you, there is nothing to add.

No, no, start again, since he startled you by welcoming you naked in front of his door and then everything else. The muscles in Aike's body went all tense when he heard his brother say those words. Oh heaven! made sure he didn't see me, I'm damned for real this time. He mustered up all his courage to ask the questions he had in his head he needed to know if his brother had seen him. Or if it's just guesswork.

How do you know it was today, did you come upstairs when you heard me scream?

No, I haven't seen you. Ayke replies with a sudden tenderness that his brother thought he was dreaming. he was really serious this time, with no trace of mockery in his eyes or a ridiculous smile on his face. He became the brother with whom Aike wanted to share his thoughts and what is bothering him.

I know that because you don't hide your emotions when you're with him, you don't know if I feel them because I haven't found someone who has such an effect on me yet. You are the first to experience it so you also let me experience everything you feel towards him. And I have to tell you when you kiss him, I kiss him too.

What the hell? Aike shouted as he abruptly got up from the sofa. Yeah, it's as I told you. You didn't wonder why you found me in the car instead of where you left me when you rushed after him. I couldn't control myself, so I took the keys and walked out until you were done. so I could let myself go at the same pace as you, when I resisted it hurts. I had the same moans as you as if I was there with you. And I was afraid that Marc or Alfred would realize it.

Oh, for God's sake! I'm sorry bro. I had no idea what I was doing to you. A tear rolled down his cheek, and Ayke wiped it away laughing. Hey, you're not gonna cry wimp, but I'm fine, I'm not the one with heart trouble here. I don't have a heart problem either, corrected Aike sulkily.

That's it, bro, keep telling yourself that lie maybe you'll end up believing it yourself, dear little brother. When I kissed him he made me dizzy so much that I fell asleep when we were done, he acted like the effects of drugs on my system. and believe me, if I wasn't already into Eli, I'd be in the same mindset as you.

But I don't think it's just about physical attraction. Physically he attracts me seriously, and I do not hide from you that I will not be ashamed if there was any sex story between us. I love him but not the way you love him. And between you two it's different.

What I felt when you kissed him is different from what I felt when I kissed him myself. You were connected, passionate, tender and languorous. Mine was raging, vigorous devoid of languor. And both times it was the same thing, he kissed us both, or we both kissed him but he did it differently for each of us.

How come both times? You were asleep… and damn it, the dream, you dreamed of your first kiss that day. It was as languorous and exciting as today added the other with a strange smile.

You damn brat, erase that silly smile on your face, orders his brother, whose cheeks keep burning as he feels embarrassed by what he has just learned.

So, little brother, why are you mad at him today? I don't really know, because he doesn't care about me, he likes to play with people, more precisely with me. I think it's all a game for him and suddenly I'm pissed at myself for letting myself be done like this and at him because he knows how to keep his cool even in such circumstances.

And if you've got it all wrong, what will you do? I don't understand, please explain. Well, however, if he didn't leave you because he had control but because he had lost control. ok, let me be more clear and precise for you, my sweet boy, and if instead of continuing to kiss you languidly like two lovebirds, he withdrew into himself for fear that he would go too far with you.

You're kidding me, right? No, far from it, I try to understand before judging or putting ideas in my head. as I am outside of your little emotional games and I know what I felt so it is better that I expose you to my point of view.

Ok, but now I will never know if he was afraid of losing control or if I disgust him so much that he wants to make me suffer, and this even if he has to participate physically to torture me. Maybe he knows I have a little attraction for him. he says this sentence in a small, insecure voice.

Oh, it's obvious that you've never had someone you dislike, my friend. if you feel disgusted towards someone, my friend, you wouldn't want anything to do with them. and you see, Howie is a complicated and meticulous person, everything with him is immaculately clean, it's as if everything in his room and his house is combed through every day.

There's no smell in his sheets, his clothes aren't lying around except for these pajamas that he keeps on hand every evening without using them, everything is always in its place.

Nothing is lying around, have you ever seen a speck of dust at his house or even worse in his room?

Aike thought for a moment about everything his brother told him, it's true while you say it, everything is always spotlessly clean. These two are neat freaks. Not to mention the fact that he always changes his clothes every time he had a fit of hysterics at school. He takes a bath and changes into a new, clean and spotless uniform. He's never scruffy. Maybe he's an alien.

His brother burst out laughing which made him laugh heartily as well. An alien? You don't think you're going a little too far there, hm? I prefer that he be a thousand times an alien instead of being insane, says the other while laughing, because it will be hard if I fall in love with a madman. And they burst out laughing even more.

Ayke stopped laughing, he gazed at his brother's lovely face with a chuckle. We're really screwed this time, if Aike likes Howie, our mother will go crazy and who knows what she can do in her madness. What she did to our dog is proof that she is not well in her head.

Hey, he said drawing his brother's attention, you need to know if you really love him ok so we can prepare for whatever comes next.

If I like him? Takes Aike thoughtful. So that means I'm gay, right? Oh no…

Hey, hey, why are you freaking out, look at me, liking him doesn't mean you're gay but it can happen that you are. And I love you, no matter if you're gay, bisexual, pansexual, straight or whatever label they try to give you. we humans really have a knack for putting names to everything we see or have.

you are my brother and you will remain so all my life and in our next lives again and again, and I assure you that I don't want anyone but you as my brother. But you have to learn how to leave me out of your intimate love moments otherwise I'll end up sharing the same guy as you.

Before you even do anything when you find yourself alone with him disconnect yourself from me. and God only knows you can't be left alone for a moment unsupervised. He laughs as he says that last sentence which earns him a pat on the back of the head from his brother.

Thank you, said Aike, what did I do to deserve you in my life? But in our next life, I would like a puppy for a brother. He giggled as his brother rustled him with small pokes. You're just an ingrate, the other said to him, pulling him against him. Out of breath, Aike rested his head on his brother's lap.

So what are we going to do now?

You need to know if you really love him and at the same time know H's feelings for you. You're going to experiment, we're going to find out if you're gay or if you're just attracted to that lucky little snot. Starting today, we're on a reconnaissance mission.

This plan does not suit you? I'm in, if it turns out that I'm in love with this brat dear brother, my life is over without it having been able to begin. He's going to laugh at me, and drive me crazy. He hid his face in his brother's t-shirt to prevent him from seeing him blush like a tomato.

Damn it! He already loves him, Ayke said between his teeth while laughing at his little brother's bad luck. Now I absolutely have to know how Howie perceives my little brother. No question that he suffers from one-sided love.

They stayed like that for a few good minutes talking and putting together a plan of action. after Ayke presents his battle plan to his brother so that he can find out if his attraction to Howie is just physical or temporary madness or love, although he already has his little conclusion on the story. It remains for him to know if his brother is gay or if it is Howie who makes him vibrate for the same sex as him.

They left the cellar once they finished the bottle they uncorked. They went up to their room to get ready for the evening, tonight they are the hosts, there is no question that they welcome their guests in sports tracksuits.