So our food ended up burning...yeah Um so we ended up eating takeout. Aubrey and I right now are sitting on the couch in the living room watching tv.
"Aubrey" I turned my body to face him and put my arms securely on my shoulders. I've been wanting to ask him this for a while. I've been wondering even more lately but I've been scared to ask the question of what we are. I've asked Aubrey this question multiple times but he just brushes it off.
"Hmm?"
"What are we Aubrey?" I asked look into Aubrey eyes to see confusion take Aubrey's face.
The room went silent all you could hear in the background was the Simpsons theme song.
"Your mine Nat. Your my girl. Your my everything. Your-" he said looking at me dead in the eyes. Okay now,he has to stop with all of this, it's just confusing. I'm tired of him playing with my feelings like he can just re-use me.
"You never actually asked me out and I've been 'staying' here for 3 months" I started to drift my eyes from him and stared at the tv.
I felt my head being put on Aubrey's lap and I looked up on him,
"Look if it's so important to you why do you have to bring it up now. Your mine and mine only. End of convocation." He whispered into my ear seductively. I got up from his lap and huffed at him and looked at him angrily.
I'm so fucking tired of this piece of shit and i can't deal with him messing with my feelings no more. I got up from the chair and grab my car keys and bolted outside. I ran towards the garage and went into my car and locked it.
"NATALIE!" I heard from inside the house. I started the engine and turned on the lights to see Aubrey standing in front of my car.
"Aubrey move I'll only say it once not twice." I said sternly looking at him in the eyes.
"Get out the bloody car before i drag you out of the goddamn car!" He exclaimed hitting the car over and over again to the point I could see a dent .I turned on the ignition.
"Aubrey move I won't hesitate to hit you, just please leave me alone if you know what's good for me and you please..." I'm actually starting to pleaded him if he can't take what "we" have.
I drove the car out of the garage hitting him slightly and left the property with my eyes filled with tears.
I went to the only place, I could say I belong, I don't really have a home but I can go there at least and drink my sorrows away.
Is this what it means to be lonely? To be in the dark by yourself, where all your demons and nightmares come for you. I have nobody, my 'family' doesn't want me, my biological parents never wanted me... no one wants me. I've been alone my whole life, stuck in the shadows, if I came out, I would burn and perish.
All my thoughts surrounded him as each drop of alcohol entered my weeping body . I order more beer till the only thing my eyes could see were hazy lines and moving heads.
The only thing I kept on saying was another one The more I drank the more my throat burns of agony . All I want is a clear mind, I don't want to think of him and all I can actually do is drink it all the way. I'm tired,I don't want to feel pain no more,I'm so used to the pain that I'm numb to it.
I got up from the stool, thinking I had enough and made my way to the door swaying.As I open the door, I'm welcomed to a crisp cold breeze, I made my way to my car slowly but surely.As I opened the car I collapsed in the seat and fell into my sadness. Why hasn't he come for me yet?
Last time I ran away, he came immediately to kidnap me again. Well I guess that's not any better...Who needs Aubrey anyway?
I need Aubrey
I need Aubrey
I need Aubrey
If I came back, maybe he could take me back? He's all I have and if I wanted to go to my friends and aunts place, it's too far away.
I turned my key and ignited the car. The more I drove down the black road the more I got drowsy.All I remember was a flashing light coming my way.
Aubrey's pov
As I saw her car leave my eye view, it pained me the farther and farther she got but all I could do was sit and watch. I don't know how long I stood there waiting for her to come back but she never did.
She'll come back she always does,right?
I checked my phone and saw it was 9 pm and normally me and Natalie ate at this time.
I made my way out of the garage and towards the kitchen and made a ham sandwich. Basic but delicious.
Wait..... why am I sad? I should be LIVID, how dare she think she has the authority to leave me without permission?
I was going to break the nearest thing near me until, I felt my phone vibrate in my left pocket,i pressed answer and waited for a response,
" Hello sir, are you the guardian or husband of Natalie Mathews?"
"YES I am and now what did she do this time?" I know I'm not her husband or anything but this isn't the first time she's been in trouble with the law or anything. Last time, I was received a call that she had got on into a fight at a bar.
" Sorry sir but Natalie Mathews has been in a car crash and I hope as soon as possible that you can come to the nearest hospital sir."
I felt all the air in my lungs leave my lifeless body, I was too deep in my thoughts to realise the person on the phone had been calling my name over and over again.
What have you done to me Natalie?
Before I knew it I was in the car, driving to the nearest hospital, this girl is going to get me in trouble someday.
Hospital
I barged into the hospital and ran towards the reception,
" Do know what room Natalie Matthews is in? I'm her husband" I said breathlessly leaning against the counter waiting for her response. I clung onto the counter like my life depended on it. I saw her look at me and checked her computer to confirm where she was,
"Room 125"
I ran down the hauls of the hospital but was soon stopped by...