Chapter 17

#Mess

"I'm staring at the mess i made. A beautiful mess we've made." -J

Cassandra's POV

Naputol ang halik namin nang tumunog ang cellphone ko. May tumatawag.

"Sasagutin ko lang." paalam ko at sinagot ang tawag.

"Hello?"

"Oh my lovely childhood bestfriend!" sabi ng pamilyar na boses sa tawag.

"I'm sorry, pero sino 'to?" tanong ko.

"Your dear handsome childhood bestfriend, David Andrei Evans!" sagot nito.

Napatalon ako sa saya nang malaman ko na siya ang tumawag. "So any good news?" i said.

"I'm back, Cassy! Andito ako ngayon sa isang famous restaurant sa vampire city. If you don't mind, you can come. Wala kasi akong kasama, eh." sabi ni david.

"Sure! Papunta na ako." i said.

"Okay! I'll wait you." sabi n'ya at pinatay na ang tawag.

Pinuntahan ko ang naka upo na si clark para mag paalam.

"Clark, I need to go now." i said to him.

"Sure. Gusto mo ba ihatid kita sa pupuntaham mo?" alok niya.

I smiled. "No need but thank you. Gotta go!" i said.

Nakarating narin ako sa restaurant na tinitukoy ni david. At nakita ko itong tahimik na umiinom ng kape.

"David!" pumunta ako sa gawi niya at yinakap ito.

"You're lovely!" sabi niya.

"Thank you. So, kamusta ang bakasyon sa korea?" tanong ko rito.

"Ayos naman. Sa susunod kasi sumama na kayo ng boyfriend mo." sabi niya.

Oo nga pala, hindi niya pa alam. "We already broke up." i said with a sad smile.

"Bakit?" sagot niya.

Ngumiti ako ng malungkot. "Nakita ko siya na may kasamang babae at—You will not like to hear the whole story." sabi ko.

"Tss. Nakapag move on kana ba?" biglang tanong niya.

"I don't know. Hindi ko naman minamadali ang pag mo-move on." sagot ko rito.

"Follow your brain, because you heart is stupid as shxt. Once you realize that you deserve someone better than him. Letting go will be the best decision ever." sabi niya.

"I don't know but why i can't let go?" malungkot na tugon ko.

"Because you still loves him." he answered.

"No—" he cut my words.

"Gusto mo parin siya. Ayaw lang tanggapin ng utak mo. Don't be sad because he cheated and left you, Smile because he gave you the chance to find someone better than him." sagot niya.

"How? Kung para saakin ay better siya? Paano ako mag hahanap ng tao na better sa mga mata ng iba kung para sa puso at mata ko ay siya na ang pinaka perpektong lakaki na tinutubok ng puso ko." hindi ko alam kung bakit nasasabi ko pa ito sa lahat ng ginawa niya sa'kin.

"It's called love, Cassy." sagot niya.

"I didn't mean to fall inlove, but he makes it so easy." i said.

"You're crazy." sabi niya at ngumisi.

"Crazy inlove on him." i answered and laugh.

"Sumuko ka sa oras na ayaw at pagod ka na talaga." sabi niya at matamis na ngumiti.

Malungkot akong ngumiti at sumagot. "Pagod na ako pero ayaw ko pa."

Nag usap pa kami sa iba't ibang bagay na naransan niya sa korea at ganoon rin ako. At pagkatapos namin mag usap ng halos tatlong oras, Umuwi na rin siya dahil napagod daw siya sa biyahe kaya gano'n rin ako.

Naglakad lakad ako paikot ng university dahil wala akong magawa pagkatapos namin lumabas ni David kanina.

Medyo kaonti nalang ang lumalabas na bampira ngayon kase gabi na at lahat nasa dorm na nila.

Napahinto ako sa paglalakad nang makita ko siya sa harapan ko.

Bago ako makapagsalita, hinila niya ako bigla at pinasok sa dorm niyang napaka dilim.

"Clark! Palabasin mo nga ako dito!" Sigaw ko.

"Cassadra, will you stop going out with guys?" Sabi niya.

"Pake mo ba! Ginawa ko ba 'to saiyo no'ng nakita kitang may kasamang babae? 'diba hindi?!" Hindi ko napansin na umiiyak na pala ako.

"Cassandra, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for cheating. I'm sorry for everything I did." Sabi niya. "I'm sorry but I still love you." He whisper.

Nasampal ko nalang siya dahil sa galit.

"Mahal mo ko?! What a fucking nonsense! Mahal mo 'ko, ba't mo ko niloko?! Mahal mo ko, ba't mo 'ko ginamit?! Mahal mo ko, mahal mo ko! Naiirita na 'ko sa mga sinasabi mo dahil hindi naman totoo!" Sabi ko at napaupo nalang sa sahig ng umiiyak. "I'm tired of this. Pagod na ko. Ayoko na." Sabi ko while holding my head.

"Cassandra—"

"Don't fucking touch me, you jerk!" Pagputol ko sakaniya pero hindi niya ko pinakinggan, he squatted infront of me then held my hands. Sinubukan kong lumayo sakaniya pero ang higpit ng hawak niya.

"Cassandra, I lied. Hindi kita niloko. Hindi kita ginamit. Minahal lang kita." sabi niya.

"Bakit mo sinabi 'yung mga bagay na ginamit mo lang ako?"

"Dahil nga tanga ako. Sinaktan ko 'yung babaeng pinaka minamahal ko." Sabi niya at niyakap ako. Hindi na ko nakatanggi kase napapagod na ko.

Nung niyakap niya ko, parang nawala lahat ng galit at inis ko sakaniya.

I miss his arms...

I miss his kisses....

I miss him....

"I miss you so fucking much." He said. "Ayoko ng nag aaway tayo. Ayoko ng magka hiwalay tayo. Ayoko ng hindi kita nakikita. Ayoko ng ganito." Dagdag pa niya. "Ayoko ding nakikita kang may kasamang ibang lalaki."

"Bakit naman?" Tanong ko.

"You know I get jealous easily." Sabi niya.

"Hindi mo na kailangang mag selos lalo na't alam mo namang ikaw lang 'yung mahal ko." I murmured.

"What?" Hindi ata narinig.

"Wala. Aalis na ko." Sabi ko at tumayo. Maglalakad na sana ako pero he quickly grabbed my wrist then pinned me harshly on the wall.

"Akala mo makakawala ka? You.... You made me fucking jealous lately when you're out with that guy." He whispered huskily.

"Clark, paalisin mo na ko." Sabi ko.

"What? Hindi pa mga ako nagsisimula, aalis kana agad?" I saw a smirk on his lips.

Those lips....

Suddenly, I felt his lips kissing mine softly. The kiss was gentle at first then he pulled away, staring at my eyes.

With my hunger, I pulled his collar to smash my lips at his. The kiss was rougher this time as he deepens it by pressing his body at mine. I can feel his erection growing.

I squeeze his growing bulge as he let out a moan between the kiss.

Still sensitive, Clark Axid.

He carried me to his bed then layed me down.  He began sucking my neck wildly. His hands started getting lower until it reached the hem of my shirt.

Pinunit niya 'yung t-shirt ko at tinapon sa sahig.

"Bwiset ka! Ang mahal mahal ng damit na yon!" Pagmamaktol ko.

"I can buy you a new one anyways." Sabi niya then trailed his kisses to my chest.

I started griding my heat on his erection making him grunt. He squeeze both of my breast with both of his hands making me moan.

He pulled my pants down harshly, throwing it on the floor. Then next was my bra. He unhooked it then began to suck my nipple and massaging my other breast.

He bit the nipple he was sucking then pinched the other one hard.

"O-Oh, g-god..." I whimpered.

"Fck, I miss sucking your cute tits." He said making me blush from his dirty talk.

Slowly, he pulled my panties down, throwing it on the floor. Then his fingers touch my clit to my core.

He started teasing me by rubbing my core.

Fuck you, Clark! My core's aching!

He inserted his fingers in me making me moan loudly.

"Faster!" I screamed.

He thrusted slowly, teasing me again.

"Fuck you!" I yelled. He thrusted faster and deeper. I threw my head back, moaning nonstop.

His fingers thrusted way better than any vibrator i tried, fuck.

"I-I'm... Close...." After that, I came. Cumming on his hand and the bedsheets.

He inserted his finger in his mouth, tasting me.

After he's done, tinanggal niya yung tshirt niya, exposing his toned body. Then he started unbuckling his belt and taking his pants off. Next was his briefs.

I flipped us over, taking his briefs off then started jerking it off making me moan.

He sat up then leaned on the cupboard. I started playing with his balls then I saw him threw his head back with mouth open while letting out some sinful souds.

I missed you, Clark Jr.

I started inserting his head in my mouth.

He thrusted his hips making his whole dick insert in my mouth.

"Fuck, suck it, babygirl." He said impatiently.

I started sucking it while massaging his balls. He became a moaning mess once I sucked harder and faster.

"B-baby, I-I'm...gonna cum..." he whispered.

He came in my mouth, letting me taste his cum the second time.

He layed down on the bed then said to sit on his face. I bit my lip then slowly sat on his face. Before I could adjust our awkward position, he quickly sucked my clit making me moan and threw my head back.

"C-clark..." I moaned when he kept on flicking his tounge on my clit.

I rested my hand on the cupboard and the other one was gripping his hair. He licked my core then hos tounge started going in and out making me become a moaning mess.

"F-fuck... I'm going t-to c-cum..."

My juice spread all over his lips and chin. Once he was done, he flipped us over then positioned his dick infront of my entrance.

"W-wait— UGHHH!!" Before I could finish my sentence, he inserted his big cock in me then thrusted in a nonhuman speed.

"So tight..." He groans.

He grabbed one of my leg then put it over his shoulder to go deeper.

The room was filled with sinful sounds, skin slapping and unholy words.

"I'M CUM-MMING..." I moaned loudly.

"M-me too...."

We both let out a loud moan then I came, followed by him.

We were both trying to catch our breaths as he layed down besides me.

Tapos naalala ko yung damit na sinira niya.

"Clark?" Tawag ko.

"Hm?"

"Yung damit na sinira mo—"

"Humiram ka nalang ng damit sa'kin pag babalik ka na sa dorm. Eto naman ang laki laki ng problema." Sabi niya.

"Tanga, sabi mo bibili mo ko ng bago. Siguraduhin mo lang na ibibili mo talaga ako." Sabi ko.

"Yes, I got it." He mumbled.

To be continued...