I wonder but for sure. I am more than certain that this is not how love is supposed to feel like or look like. That is why, now, and for the tomorrow that will arise soon I have to change something and act upon it But I loved you for a moment and maybe you did? I don’t know. You are no longer here to answer me ,anyways.
The ride back home seemed longer than usual.
What will I do?
Should I ignore the lyrics and get the work done?
I don't know. I wonder what will happen to that kid.
Once the song is released :it will either be a sick hit or a huge scandal.
I got home.
Ate what was left in the fridge.
I didn't even bother to put on my pyjamas.
I just wanted to sleep. Escape this reality.
-Hey Kevin, what about a movie?
-Nah, Jess. We went there last week. I want something unique for each date!
-Jump park?
-No
-The mall!
-No
-A restaurant!
-That's expensive
-the zoo
-Are you serious right now?
-What is wrong with you? If you don't like my ideas, fine! just try coming up with plans that you like.
-I am tired. See you next time.
-KEVIN!
Was it like this from the start? Was I this blind from the beginning? Something's wrong here.
I can't figure out what.
It was a dream.
I can't believe I dreamt of my fight with him.
It was one of our many little fights.
Now, after 10 years, I can clearly see what the problem was.
Kevin was a jerk.
(Morti:That's for sure)
He didn't care about me. He just cared about himself.
How he can enjoy his time acting like a boyfriend. Love was off the table. I
t was a trivial thing.
And Kevin doesn't like trivial things.
I got up. It was 9 am. I slept this much?!
How tired!
But should I go? Mr Park is probably waiting.
I can't let an old man waiting for me like this.
Specially, when he is going to apologise.
I can't let the poor man wait.
I got ready for work.
It took me 20 minutes to shower, eat breakfast, and hop in the car.
That's what we call "speed" . And today, I am not letting an unfinished story ruin the book of today.
It was 10 years ago.
A decade!
Nothing will come out of it.
The agency is gloomy,today.
I wonder what's wrong... Mr Park was in front of my office waiting for me.
Just save it old man, the new me doesn't care anymore.