There's this thing called madness and all I can see is red at this point you know what the hell happened? Let me humor you.
I take my work seriously and if I set my mind into one thing I give all my best to do good, I give my attention on every particular details of that thing until I'm satisfied with my craft.
I tend to be alcoholic and I needed to lose some stress behind my back sometimes, my sister's words not mine. I can't say I totally agree with her but the other part of me did, I don't get some action specifically 5 years when my late wife died, I don't want guilt to eat me up when I lay my bed later after fucking somebody else, I love my wife too much for being with another girl that it's not my wife makes me guilty somehow even though she's already dead, I don't think I'll be able to be ready on that matter. So I've been celibate for 5 years and I'm tired of my hands doing all the work every time I get horny.
I feel like any minute now I'm going to explode, and believe me I want to.
Thanks to my dearest sister for making me feel like I owe her this time of myself or else I will be the biggest disappointment for her , well I fucking love my sister but sometimes she's pain in the ass.
So when casandra comes striding in my office this evening looking like a woman on a mission, and I know too well what she wants. I gave in to her offer of having drinks tonight and do some 'things' so fun. So here I am drinking my second bourbon when she started clinging to me like a goddamn koala .
"I'm gonna fixed my make up in the bathroom come find me if you want to help me" she wink before making her way into the bathroom I close my fist as I drown my drink in one go maybe it's not too late to back out now. But for God sake just this one how hard it can be?
I need another drink, I signal the bartender to get me another shot and i drank it in one go before I change my mind I stand up and go to the bathroom casandra was applying her lipstick when we lock our eyes in the mirror.
"About damn time, I thought you chicken out." She smirk.
I push past her and drag her inside of one of the stalls and the next thing I know my fly is buckle up and my zipper is open, push her into the tiled bathroom the space is small so only our breathing can be heard her moans echo to the place, she gripped me as I finger her while moaning, no she's yelling like a crazy woman who just got pounce by a goddamn beast
This girl is weird why can't she just moan like a normal person do, it's getting annoying.
I put my hands on her mouth to stop the annoying sound she's producing when I heard a voice behind me.
"Hey asshole let go of her!" Says the feminine voice I zip my trousers as the voice of a woman echo again on the small space.
"Are you deaf?I said let go of her or do I need to take action for you to finally do exactly that?"
Great two crazy woman in one night I should've follow my guts I know this is a bad idea.
I was about to lush out my frustrations to the mad woman when she yank me out suddenly and punch me square in the nose I lost my senses for a second as she drag me outside of the stalls and punch my jaw karate my balls and perform a acrobatics in the air as her feet landed on my stomach makes me lose my balance
I look at the crazy woman number 2 dead In the eyes as my butt is still on a disgusting tiled floor.
"Are you gone mad ?what the hell?!" I shouted as rage overtaking my senses I was about to stand up and outburst when she suddenly pass out on the floor.
What the hell just happened?
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Well that was weeks ago somehow it keeps on coming back from my memory as if it just happened yesterday the humiliation is still fresh even tho only casandra is the only one who witness it.
After the girl passed out I fled out of the club and go home so fast I don't even remember driving to my flat.
And now here I am stressed, sexual frustrated and of course sleep deprived because that woman's voice keeps on bugging me on my sleep it wakes me up in the middle of the night sweating with my goddamn cock straining on my sweats.
There's something wrong with me, I need to focus my attention to the work in hand cuz the day I've been waiting for ages is finally happening in just 2 weeks and not to mention I'm getting married tomorrow how fucked up is that?
I know I don't have a choice, after I take over and makes sure I get the position I know my plan will work everything's out.
Everything will be back to normal after I divorce somi and grandpop can't do anything about it anymore. that's the plan.
Grandpop should know better than this , I can't just easily abandoned my vow to my late wife can I ?
They can't expect me to moved on with my life like it's just that simple I become who I am today because of her, I wanted to get the position In the company because of her because of revenge and I ain't gonna do anything to jeopardize all the sacrifices and sweat I work for this company just because they want a goddamn heir and I can't give them that yet, maybe never.
"Miss manoban I would like to inform you Ms. Kim is already here to see you " Laila my secretary informed me
"Let her in , you may take your leave now thank you for today Laila " I nod at her as she smile at me
"Okay miss manoban have a good day!"
Laila works for me for 4 years already and I'd say she's quite good at her job , she's bubbly and very full of energy for her age,
I waited until the person come inside my office she was striding towards me as if she own the place , plopped herself on the couch cross her legs and put her arm widely into the couch like the boss she is.
I go back on working the paper Infront of me not bothering to greet her.
"What do you want this time Kim." I ask .
"C'mon don't tell me you don't remember that we have a plan tonight for someone who will be the future CEO you sure easily forgot important things." Mock the small girl.
"And how important is this? As much as I like you as a companion Kim jisoo I don't have time for irrelevant chatter I have so much thing to do so spit it out, And If I remember correctly, last night I didn't agree on participating your dumb games Kim"
"Oh c'mon live a little, and besides your schedule will become tight once you officially announce to become a CEO next week. Don't you see? I'm only helping you socialize and get you out from your boring shell."
I sigh as I look at her she was already looking at me with a smug face.
"No I don't have time for this, I have so much things to do before the busy days next week."
"And I already told you my friend I want you to have some fun while you still can"
"This is my kind of fun."I cross my arms with a poker face.
"Yeah right the idea of working papers almost everyday for years is fun." She sarcastically exclaimed.
I narrow my eyes at her.
"Okay tell me about this place you want to go I might consider this just for you to shut up." I massage my timple as the pounding in my head worsen because of this gal.
Kim jisoo, the COO of manoban corp aka rosè's fiance , ever since I can remember she always call herself my I am her bestfriend but no I don't have a friend especially not her.
Although we have so much in common and we do a lot some dumb things when younger I still don't consider her as my bud. Although sometimes I call her bud but whatever .
One thing we don't have in common is she likes to create drama, the gal is a walking trouble and sometimes I can't stand what games she was playing but sometimes I tolerate it just because she's rosè's fiance.
"Okay, but I swear to god Kim if this involve girls I will personally escort you to hell." I threatened her she gulp.
"Of course not I love Rosie posie to much to do that, and I love my life so you don't have to worry about that."
"Then tell me what is it this time Kim" I demanded.
" Oh you know jackson wang of Wang corp? I find something really interesting maybe you're interested to see it for yourself." She smirk.
And I know then this will be a long night.