We're Fine

Jackran entered the luxurious house that was currently in front of him, there were already his friends, including Tiara. They did have a party to welcome Tiara's return, Jackran didn't even enjoy this party, the question Bian asked him was still in his head.

Jackran looked at Tiara who was currently joking with the others, she didn't change a bit, Jackran seemed to still see the old Tiara. Jackran himself was confused by his feelings, since Tiara's presence a few days ago, he often spent time with Tiara and would lie if Jackran said he was normal. Jackran was very happy with Tiara's presence, he felt there was something with his feelings, that's why he couldn't answer Bian's question. Even Jackran was confused by his own feelings.

All this time Jackran knew he had forgotten about Tiara and loved Bian. As time passed, all the memories and time he spent with Bian slowly erased Tiara from his heart, that's what Jackran believed.

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"Thank you," Tiara came over to Jackran who was sitting on a chair alone.

"Do what?" Jackran answered shortly.

"Because you are still welcome to me, after what I did to you first," Jackran looked at Tiara and smiled at her, then he looked back at the front.

"I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm also sorry for never contacting you and sorry for everything I've done to you Ran," Tiara tried to hold back her tears, she couldn't cry. Honestly, despite years apart from Jackran, Tiara still loves him. In the past she had been forced to leave Jackran.

When she was in first grade, Tiara was asked by her parents to move to Paris to continue her studies, because Tiara's parents wanted their only daughter to continue their fashion company. Tiara accepted her parents' request of her own accord, she was indeed interested in the world of fashion.

At that time, she and Jackran were dating and Jackran didn't mind it. Jackran was fine with his LDR status, but not for Tiara, she chose to end their relationship because she wanted to focus on her education. Tiara believes that Jackran will wait for her to return, considering that Jackran has liked her since they were in the 1st grade of junior high school. Long enough for the two to decide to date, Tiara only gave Jackran an answer when they went up to the 1st grade of high school. This is what makes Tiara believe Jackran will wait for her and their parents are good friends.

"Forget it, anyways at that time we were still not too mature in acting, I'm glad you can make your wish come true," Jackran was still staring ahead with his blank stare.

"Sorry if I'm selfish, but I hope we can be like we used to be," Jackran turned and looked into Tiara's eyes, the ones he always looked at and missed.

"I want us to start over again," she continued.

"Sorry Ra, but now I have girlfriend," said Jackran, he is still looking at Tiara. Tiara is quite surprised to remember that her friends never talk about Jackran's lover.

"Sorry, I don't know," Tiara said awkwardly.

"Since when?," said Tiara trying to neutralize the awkwardness that occurred

"Since 3rd grade of high school," said Jackran briefly.

"Hmm," Tiara's world suddenly felt shattered, it was that easy for Jackran to turn to another heart and forget about her.

"You really love her," Jackran ignored Tiara's question, he saw Tiara begin to shed tears.

"Sorry I have to go home," Tiara couldn't hold back her tears,

"I'll deliver," Jackran immediately pulled Tiara's hand, while Tiara just resigned, in an instant what she had planned and what she had been waiting for all this time was shattered, stabbed into her stomach, hes heart and made him feel a terrible pain.

"Since when have you forgotten me," Tiara broke the long silence between them during the trip, with an unbearably hoarse voice she tried her best to speak.

"Answer Ran, I think you will wait for me, I think your feelings for me will not change the same as my feelings for you, I have to know, so I know what I should do after this, the few days we are together, spending time together, your treatment of me hasn't changed at all, it's still the same as before, but it turns out that it only lives in my hope," Jackran immediately embraced Tiara's body into his arms, for some reason seeing Tiara sobbing made Jackran's heart go wild.

"Answer ran, what should I do now," Tiara was still sobbing in Jackran's arms.

"Ok, consider this a punishment for my treatment of you first, but I will try to open your heart to me again, I can't destroy my dreams about us," Tiara began to distance her body from Jackran.

"Give me a chance to try for you again, I know you already have a girlfriend, but at least let me stick to my feelings, and you just need to stay by my side like now Ran,"

"Ran, I hope tomorrow we can be like the past few days , the problem that happened tonight, let's just pretend it never existed, maybe it's too soon for me to express my feelings after we've been apart for years," continued

"Ra," Jackran didn't have time to speak,

Tiara cut him off, "thank you for taking me home , and thank you for tonight," Tiara quickly left Jackran alone.

Jackran was still staring at Tiara's back, he was still reluctant to take his car out of Tiara's apartment area. Tonight he had mixed feelings, he didn't know what to do, he was confused about his own feelings.

Jackran immediately took his cell phone and called Bian, but Bian did not pick up Jackran's call, finally Jackran decided to send a message to Bian, not long after that his cellphone rang. Jackran also shifted the green icon on his cellphone.

"It's really easy, after meeting that girl you immediately want to end our relationship," a voice from the other side said,

"I didn't say to end our relationship,"

"Then what is this, you think I don't understand what you mean, I'm not stupid Jackran," Bian began to get emotional.

"I just asked for time for me to think about my feelings, Bi, I don't want me to further destroy our relationship," said Jacrkan who was also starting to get emotional.

"We both need time for us to calm down, I know you're emotional but now you have to calm your emotions first," he continued.

"Whatever, but what I understand from your text message, you want us to end the relationship," Bian ended the call unilaterally, Jackran slammed his cell phone into the passenger seat and started driving his car out of the Tiara apartment area.

On the other side Bian was crying again, currently she is frantic, she feels used and then thrown away when she is no longer needed Bian took her cell phone again and started typing a message for Jackran.

Arriving home, Jackran immediately threw his body into the bed, he was too tired to clean, right now he just wanted to sleep. Just for a moment he closed his eyes, his cell phone vibrated, Jackran took out a flat object from his trouser pocket and began to open the message that just came in.

"I assume what happened tonight, what we talked about earlier, it never existed, I'll meet you tomorrow" Bian.

Jackran looked at the message. He knew his relationship with Bian would never be okay, and what happened tonight would always hurt Bian. Jackran slowly closed his eyes, and went into dreamland.