warmth of love

That night it was hard for me to sleep . I thought we were good friends or just somewhere at the beginning of being friends. and I never imagine a boy to fall for me .when I was deep in my thoughts clare flash open the door . I turned my head and saw her grinning at me

"what is it, did something happen? " I questioned .

"guess what my mom let me sleep with you tonight. and I'm so happy!! " I know what she wanted .eventhough I wanted to have her more than she could ever imagine ,at that point my mind was else where and she gave me a confused look .

"is everything alright? "

but I could never lose her but I wanna be alone to analyse the situation that I have gotten into . breaking my taughts she shouted ate

"Luci stop thinking and will you say something. do you expect me stand here for the whole night waiting for you to respond ?"

"I think I need to clear my mind " I said with a faded voice

she gave me a deadly stare

"wait does that mean I'm the one who is bothering you " without an other word she turned back dissapointed .but,

I can't let her go so called her back she silently sat beside me

"is it something that you can tell me.well I would never force you but know how much you mean to me and I will never leave you alone if your mind is messed up".

she paused she held my face and looked straight on to my eyes "you know you can trust me right "those blue eyes where mesmerizing

I nodded in silence and showed her the text messages, and said everything I felt when he touched, the different feelings that I have for both of them .

she held my hand it was so warm and comfortable it felt like she is capable of passing positive energy that could pull me out from any bad situation .

I hugged her tight and said "promise me you'll never leave me alone "

she answered by giving warm kiss on my forehead and I slept well that night. I never felt this comfortable around anyone. I can feel her diamond eyes staring at me while I closed my eyes . that night I decided to talk to him the next day