Chapter 14

Chapitre 14

be good in bed

So pretty

- Open your eyes, I want you to see what can happen to you if you push me to the limit.

I'm just crying, I didn't think he could be so cruel, damn it

Where did I land? Probably in hell.

I finally open my eyes to see her inanimate, the whole table is red, red with blood. the guards have finished, they untie her.

- Call the doctor, so he can come and consult her.

He looks at me with a Machiavellian smile.

- Did you enjoy the show?

- No sir

- For what ? It's good to see her like this, her back bloody, I bet she's in a daze. She will be able to rest well.

- How can you be so cruel? heartless ? She's your girlfriend, and you treated her like that! you disgust me.

I see he's angry,

He takes me by the throat and pulls me closer to him, his eyes flash, he whispers to me an inch from my mouth

- I don't care if I disgust you or not, what you have to put in your little head is that you are mine, that I will fuck you whenever and wherever the desire takes me.

He presses his mouth hard against mine and releases me. I can't manage to

holding back my tears. I fucking hate him.

- Come on, we have a long day.

All this time, Aïcha is there, she behaves as if all this was nothing, as if it were normal.

He gets up from the table, and asks me to follow him, we get into the car, we are always accompanied by guards everywhere, how I will ever be able to escape from here, I despair.

- Let's go to the clinic first, to do your tests this morning, and check that you are really pregnant, if this is not the case,

It remains silent for a moment, my heart beats very hard,

- I will seek and kill the person who passed before me,

- I am indeed a virgin.

- I hope for you.

I turn towards the window so as not to see him, he's a psychopath. I hate him so much.

We arrive at the clinic, it belongs to him given the way people bow to greet him.

The doctor receives us, she takes my blood, then asks me to undress to look at my hymen

I'm ashamed of what I'm going through, I'm holding back from crying. I undress and wear the white hospital coat, then lie down, waiting for her to approach

to open the thighs well.

He too is not far behind her.

He wants to see too. Such a shame.

She opens my thighs wide and puts a light on, and asks him to come and look, he approaches and I feel his fingers on my penis to open it

and see the hymen clearly.

- It's okay, you're a virgin, congratulations

- Fuck you, sir, yes you can go fuck yourself.

- I take note, you will have a good punishment when we arrive.

- I...

- You shut up and get dressed.

I'm silent, I'm angry. I want him to get angry and get rid of me, I don't want to see him.

- Thank you Doc and have a good day.

We leave the clinic, we go up

in the vehicle, to go get the passport, then he takes me to get the tattoo of a large eagle on my back.

- From now on, you'll be wearing backless clothes a lot, especially when we go out.

We leave for home, having arrived at the

the meal is served, I ate a little.

- Can I go see my friend?

- No

- For what ?

- Because you are punished.

- later after your rest, you will receive the punishment you deserve.

Now go and rest.

- I'm not tired

- You want me to repeat myself.

I'm going up to rest. Bastard, yes I want you to repeat yourself, who does he think he is? my father ? go and rest

He thinks I'm five? inhuman.

You lose nothing by waiting, you think you have control, you spend your time terrorizing everyone, and you call that power, what power? are you happy like this? That's not a life where everyone hates you, you live locked up, kept like a prisoner, that's not happiness.

I want to throw these words in his face but it's impossible, it would be suicide, I prefer to keep it all to myself, if I value my life, I have to keep this in my throat.

I go straight to bed, in fact I'm tired, I fall asleep the minute my head hits the mattress.