CHAPTER 10: HE SAY HE IS SORRY?

I don't know but after that incident I couldn't be around him or I can talk to him. I know he has help orphanage so I couldn't do anything. But after what happened I couldn't ignore it too. I have to go to deliver the food to his room so I went inside. He was working so I just put the tray in the table and I was about to come back but he called me. I turn to side and he say he was sorry about what happen. He came to me and say he won't do it again. I was hurt and I couldn't look at him so I just nod my head and came back. Thron know he was wrong and he was feeling guilt about it but he couldn't undo what has happened. I feel like I want to leave these place and go back but if I leave then orphanage might have to struggle financially again. Many thought were around my head and I was sitting outside and it look like it was going to rain and I stay there thinking what should I do. Then lightening happen in the sky and I saw Thron coming to me. I get up and he say he shouldn't have done but he did so he was feeling really guilty. I stand there and I was mad at him and for what he did I want to slap him. But I control myself. I write why did he help my orphanage and he say he want to help them. I say thank you for that and he say its OK and I couldn't look at him in face so I was looking down. I wanted to ask him why did he do that to me but I couldn't ask it. It start raining and I try to come inside house but he grab my hand and say 'Rose, what I did that night, I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't control myself.' I was still not looking at him and he continued 'I know saying sorry would be no meaning to you. But now you don't talk to me and you don't even look at me. All these things are making me crazy so i just want you to know that from the first time I saw you I have liked you and now you are staying with me in my house seeing you every day just make me want to fall for you even more.' I looked at him and he was looking at me and he say' If you want to go away from me then I wouldn't stop you but before that I just want you to know that I like you.' I just don't know what to do and we both were soaked in rain and he let go of my hand and when he confesses his feeling I couldn't help but I was crying. Maybe no one has ever tell me they like me so I was feeling happy when I heard he like me. He look sad and I don't know but I feel pity for him and I couldn't help but I hug him. I don't know if I like him or not but I couldn't watch him sad and he was first person who has tell me he like me so I just feel like I don't want him to get hurt. Thron also hug me back and I broke the hug and he smile looking at me and we both came to his room. We both wipe out self and was sitting in the couch. I write and say `I think at first let's try to know each other and decide if we really are compatible for each other?' He nod his head and say' OK, let's do that.' then I came back to my room.