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My heart wrenching diary

Song Chengdong started writing on the first day he was in the hospital when he contracted leukemia at the age of 16. The diary records the ups and downs in his heart that he has never mentioned to anyone. The sadness of treating the disease, falling in love at first sight when meeting Michelle Chen for the first time, taking on different and similar jobs to maintain Michelle's happy life, his inner feelings, his brotherly love for his best friend, Gu Jiale, finding a publishing house for Michelle to achieve her goals Write down your wishes in your diary one by one. On the night of Michelle and Jiale's wedding, Chengdong couldn't stand the sorrow and committed suicide in his apartment. He took two morphine injections, swallowed sleeping pills and cut the pulse on his left hand, then lay on the bed. Fortunately, Scott immediately informed Jiale that Chengdong did not return to the hotel. He called Brother Bao and found out that Chengdong had returned to the apartment. Afterwards, Jia Le and Michelle rushed to the apartment, but it was too late. Chengdong took too much morphine, which caused bleeding from all seven holes. He died in a very painful way, but luckily he had time to see them one last time. At Chengdong's funeral, Song and his wife attended, and Song Ci'en handed over a diary to Michelle. Ci En also learned from Michelle that she was not divorcing Chengdong because she registered a false name on the divorce document. She didn't change her name at all. Her wedding to Jiale was also just a ceremony, allowing Chengdong to witness her lifelong happiness in the next life. Doing this also fulfills Chengdong's wish. After Chengdong died, Michelle went to Japan alone to relax and work. I read through Chengdong’s days every day, as if the memories are coming to my mind one by one.

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chapter 6 - Li Ao is my cousin

January 25, 2000. Hongkong.

Lhasa College - Lounge. 10am.

"You should go back to the hospital. Suspend classes temporarily. And you'd better stay away from that gangster Li Ao. In your current situation, you cannot get injured or beaten up." Zu'er said.

"You...can you push me to the toilet?" Chengdong asked.

"Okay." Zuer replied.

Outside the toilet.

"Why don't I push you into the disabled toilet. There is no one there now." Zuer said.

"No... no need. I can do it myself. Thank you. You go back to class." Chengdong replied.

"Well, be careful. Don't fall or get hurt." Zuer said.

Chengdong nodded. He pushed the door open and went in. Suddenly, Li Ao and several classmates blocked the door...

"What's wrong?! Do you want to go to the toilet to pee?! You monster still dare to come to the academy. I thought you were dead!" Li Ao asked loudly.

Several classmates held him back and refused to let him go to the toilet and pushed his wheelchair to the elevator. By chance, Zuer saw it nearby.

"What are you doing!! I have to go to the toilet!" Chengdong shouted.

Zuer look for Jiale's number and contacted him immediately.

"Hey, Doctor Gu? Things are going bad! Song Chengdong was pushed up to the top floor by Li Ao's class of top students! Come immediately!" Zu'er said anxiously.

"What!? Okay! I'll be there right away!" Jia Le replied.

The college building. 10:15 am.

Li Ao and his students pushed Chengdong out of the wheelchair. They also beat him until he bled and urinated on his pants. Chengdong cried...

"Please...please! What do you want?! I'm a patient!" Chengdong asked hard, crying.

Some students rushed to the top floor. Some teachers make phone calls to notify the police.

"Li Ao! Don't hit him! He has special blood cancer! He can't bleed, he needs to take medicine!" Zuer shouted.

"Damn bitch! I have one condition . He must give me Michelle's contact information!" Li Ao replied angrily.

"Don't I look like him? And I'm so strong, why doesn't Michelle contact me?" Li Ao said angrily, pulling Chengdong's hair.

"You...just beat me to death. Even if I have contact information, I won't give it to you. Anyway, I'm just an orphan, no one will care about me if I die! Come on! Beat me to death! It's better than me being disabled. Cause trouble to others! Why don't you hit me?" Chengdong replied while crying.

Li Ao and the students were stunned after hearing these words. Chengdong cried and climbed hard to the corner of the top floor. Zuer ran over....

"Song Chengdong! Calm down! Death can't solve the problem! It's a fact that you are sick. Just face the reality and cure your illness!" Zuer said angrily.

At this time, Chengdong was bleeding from the corner of his right eye. Fortunately, Jia Le arrived in time. Jia Le also heard everything. Jiale takes Chengdong away. Many people looked at him.

In the ambulance. 11am.

The ambulance crew was helping Chengdong stop the bleeding. Chengdong held Jiale's hand tightly...

"Gu... Doctor Gu, if... if I become permanently disabled or blind, you... you can just kill me during the operation. I... there is no point in living without relatives and reasons." Chengdong cried hard.

"Song Chengdong, please calm down. You'll be fine. You'll be at the hospital soon. You won't be disabled or blind." Jia Le replied loudly.

Chengdong fainted.

Private hospital in Midlevels - emergency room. 11:15 am.

Ci En saw Chengdong being pushed into the emergency room with blood...

"Doctor Gu, how is my son?! How could he be like this!?" Ci En asked anxiously.

"I just went to school and he was beaten by Li Ao and some classmates. I have to go to the emergency room. I will tell you later." Jiale replied.

Ci En made a phone call to Zheng Xian...

"Honey, what's wrong? Why do you want to see me?" Cheng Xian asked.

"Dear! You...come to Hong Kong as soon as possible!" Ci En replied with tears.

"Honey, please calm down and don't cry. What's wrong?!" Cheng xian asked anxiously.

"Chengdong has a special type of blood cancer. He was beaten badly by his cousin today. I don't know what happened! He is still in the emergency room." Ci En replied with tears.

"I will come down to Hong Kong soon. Calm down and stop thinking." Zhengxian said.

Two hours later.

Chengdong was sent back to the ward.

In Chengdong's ward. 3pm.

"Aunt Song, have you found a donor?" Jia Le asked.

"I have found him. But I don't know if he will donate bone marrow to him. He is the overlord of the college, Li Ao." Ci En answered.

"Li Ao!? Li Ao who just beat Chengdong in the academy?" Jia Le asked in surprise.

"I don't know about that." Ci'en replied.

Chengdong woke up. He heard what they said.

"Don't! Don't hit me!" Chengdong shouted.

At this time, cheng Xian came in...

"Chengdong, what do you do?!" Zhengxian asked anxiously.

Chengdong remained silent and did not answer.

"This child must have been beaten and has some problems." Ci'en said.

Suddenly, Mrs. Li and Li Ao opened the door and came in...

"Immediately apologize to him and Master Song! Then go and get your bone marrow tested immediately!" Mrs. Li said angrily.

Chengdong covered himself with quilt and cried in fear. Li Ao patted his shoulder...

"Song Chengdong, I'm sorry. I didn't know you had a blood disease. I'm going to do a bone marrow test right now and donate it to you." Li Ao said.

"Son, it's okay. Stop crying." Zhengxian said.

"Let go! You are not my parents. Why do you have to do so much for a dying adopted son! Even if I have suitable bone marrow, I will still die in five to ten years!" Chengdong replied angrily.

Zhengxian hit Chengdong hard in the face. Chengdong's face was bruised. Ci en hugged him...

"Dear! Stop hitting him. He has suffered a lot. After all, the child doesn't know that he is not our child. If he doesn't have this illness, I don't want him to know that he is not our child." Ci'en cried.

"I'm sorry, Mom." Chengdong replied.

Zhengxian hugged Ci En and Chengdong tightly.

A few hours later. Zuer goes to the hospital to visit Chengdong.

In Chengdong's ward. 6pm.

Zuer and some girls opened the door of Chengdong's ward...

"Hello! Hello! Little singer!" Zuer asked loudly.

"Hello...Hello." Chengdong replied softly.

"Look! It's very lively tonight! Me, Meimei, Peifen and Wei Ling are here to chat with you. Are you happy?" Zuer asked loudly.

Chengdong remained silent and did not answer. He kept thinking about Li Ao's bone marrow examination and Michelle.

"Oh, so many girls come to visit this handsome guy, but you don't even take a look." Zuer said.

"Alas! He only miss his Michelle? It's not fun! Sisters, let's go home." Peifen said loudly.

The girls left the ward one after another. Soon after, Jiale got Li Ao's test report and was walking to Chengdong's ward. Outside the ward, he heard the conversation between Zuer and Chengdong...

"Master Song, I'm not throwing cold water on you. Chen Michelle is not an ordinary person. Although your parents are also from a wealthy family. But Chen is not an ordinary rich person in Shanghai. Michelle's whole family is a doctor. A sick man like you, I'm afraid it will be difficult to be with the Chen family. If you like her so much, I'm afraid it will be very difficult for you in the future." Zuer said.

"I'm not afraid of it. I like Michelle very much." Chengdong replied.

"But you must not tell Michelle that you met her at the art college. Her parents did not allow Michelle to study art. And... and they don't like her partner to be a star. So you'd better forget it. Let her." Zuer said.

"I can give up my acting career for her. I am willing to do anything for her." Chengdong replied.

Zuer touched Chengdong's forehead...

"Song Chengdong! Are you terminally ill, or have you been put under a spell by Michelle? You won't listen no matter what I say! Ay! It's up to you! You have this kind of illness and yet you still want to imitate others and act like an infatuated man. Maybe Chen Michelle never like you at all." Zuer said loudly.

Chengdong felt very uncomfortable after hearing these words.

"Chen Michelle doesn't like me, and I admit it. At least I have tried and loved her, and my life is not in vain." Chengdong replied.

"Oh! Whatever you want! I'll go back first! Stubborn! If you regret it in the future, don't say no one reminded you!" Zuer said loudly.

At this time, Jiale opened the door...

"Doctor Gu, it turns out you are a doctor in this hospital. Song Chengdong, look at the person who is truly worthy of Chen Michelle! Gu Jiale is the best candidate! Gu Jiale is the ideal match for every girl among us!" Zuer said loudly explain.

Chengdong fell silent.

"What are you talking about?" Jia Le asked.

"Oh, you are his brother and attending doctor, you are the best suited to comfort him. This fool wants to stay with Michelle to death. I don't want him to sink too deep and make himself suffer! This big idiot!" Zuer replied angrily.

November 13, 2010. Shanghai.

In a Shanghai funeral home. 3pm.

Zuer and Jiexun just arrived at the funeral parlor.

"You are here." Jia Le said.

"Where is Michelle?" Zuer asked.

"She is in the body compartment. She has been looking at Chengdong's diary and his body. She has been looking at it all morning." Jia Le replied.

The body is in a separate room.

"Michelle, please rest. You have been busy all morning." Zuer said.

"Zu'er, I have something to ask you." Michelle replied.

"What's the matter?" Zuer asked.

"You already knew that Chengdong was a Korean singer who was at Lhasa College. Why didn't you tell me? And you asked Chengdong to hide everything?!" Michelle asked angrily.

"Alas! I persuaded him to give up on you. But since this fool has his own way, he is determined to pursue you. He is the most infatuated man I have ever seen. You don't know everything he has done for you.Your parents has been bullying him behind your back! Especially your mother and father. They kept making fun of him, and they even spread the scandal. But the rumors were true. When he was 16 years old, he got special blood cancer. When he was 17 years old, he recovered. He thought he was cured, so He gave up his career in the entertainment industry and worked as a broadcaster on Shanghai TV. Unexpectedly, when he was 26 years old, cancer cells spread and he got heart cancer." Zuer answered.

"Then why he commit suicide!?" Michelle asked in surprise.

Michelle's shouts were heard by Jiale and Jiexun outside. They ran into the next room to watch.

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