On that day when I am heading to Bangalore . I thought of taking bus and said to him that I am going. I Asked him to meet me, as I am waiting near the food court. The moment I saw him coming towards me, my heart beat started raising. The only thing I want to do is jump on to him and hug tightly that he couldn't go away from me. but I can't because his heart is beating for an other girl . I can't stop going because I remember the words said by him and all my happiness turned off.
My heart is saying not to go but my brain is warning me not to get hurted anymore. I don't know what to do,so I just moved and he left me. I don't know..just get into the
local bus but didn't go for busstand,just got down near railway station....
AND MY JOURNEY STARTED!
Train journey is my fav .
l feel, It's an open library.
We can go through many ppl, nature.
I kept my face out of door and feeling him in all the
breeze and it's wiped out my tears.
I just stood near the door for 5hours, being in his thoughts.
Now I can no more see that eyes but his
memories made a muse in my heart.
From then every train journey is in his memories.
GOOD BYE
When he is saying that he won't return back,I am just smiling... because I know it even before.
BUT
I will be loving him till my last breath because my love to him is never fake and I didn't love him expecting him to love me back .So I didn't loose anything and still craving for his happiness as usual...