#Chapter147
'/"Ethan, what's a Batair?/"'
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I had broken up with Harper. It sounded so simple. The words themselves sounded so simple but only I knew how much weight they carried and I how I felt the realisation of the fact breaking my heart.
I laid on my bed, sobbing as my shoulders shook. It was so damn hard to believe that everything was over just like that. All the struggle that we had been through to come together, all the chances I had taken with myself to decide to love him, it had all come to nothing. Nothing but pain and heartbreak.
It was depressing and gut wrenching to know that we were done, that I was done with him. I had heard and read so many times that love was never enough and that love doesn't always conquer anything and everything but this was probably the first time I was coming in turns with the sayings.