Chapter 13.2

'What about the land?" she whispered with a strained voice after screaming so much earlier. 'What are you trying to say here?" she asked, hoping that she could the old man's voice. But she heard nothing and as she closed her eyes, she was suddenly seeing the chaos in his head.

She continued to watch the events play out, reeling along with the frantic sounds of the orchestra's desperate pleas as she flicked her head from left to right. She started to grasp the broader picture of what was going on at that point.

She broke down in tears when she realized she had been seeing a movie of her grandfather's last minutes before he hanged himself from the same tree where she stood.

She started crying again as she realized that she was thinking about the same feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness that had recently consumed her. She shared the same remorse as her grandfather in wanting to end his life and wishing she was never coming back.