Time

Time is a funny way of change.

When I was younger going out side was an adventure. The trees were homes. I felt free. Now all I feel is pain. As the clock tics i start to think of what was and what could be. Then the teacher slaps a ruler in my desk and I snap out of it. "What do y think your doing? This is not nap time. The last time I warn you Mrs. Norrie." " yes..uh...yes ma'am!" The class just laughed as my face burned bright red. What was I to do? This was all to easy. Then I remembered the only reason I enjoy going to this place is to see him. His tall dark figure,warm smile, bright eyes. Oh it was enough motivation for me, after all I've know him since we were just kids. But now we are almost adults and he doesn't even see me anymore. I wonder what happened, we used to be Inseparable like two peas in a pod except we're not vegetables for people or I think we were anyway sometimes I question it but that's OK. Once the bell rang I ran out into the hallway and greeted him at his locker all I said was high gave them a smile that was it walked away, he was left puzzled because normally I tell my story of some thing I have seen on the Internet or someplace else but no I wasn't feeling it today I think I'm gonna start telling her every day he surely never talks to me.

Later that day my friend Abigail talked to me she told me something on wish I never heard.

"Whoa have you seen Kane's hair? Oh my gosh it is sooooo hot. I think I like him but please don't tell him." " of course I won't tell him." Aww you're the best!" And she gave me a hug I slowly felt like I was being crushed from the inside out , she liked him. she was prettier than I was and I stood no chance. If she even went up to him it would probably be over for me. She had no idea how I felt, I don't know how I feel.

Later that day when schools over I was walking home now we live fairly close to each other and we were younger we were walking each other back to our rooms for the campus was very big. Well this wasn't the case anymore. Kane always walked off with his friends.But today's seem different as I was walking by myself he came up behind me and started a conversation. This was a big surprise for me but I didn't let that show I cannot let him know how I felt.