28. Chapter 28
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Adi fell in ground with thud, which got attention of the two in room, who were stunned to see the pale figure who got faint,his colorless skin states that he got the shock which gave sudden attack to the brain, which not in less expected the situation the wild jerk was hard to manage for the soul, the two person was confused to react, one cameout from jerk got that he have to react now
Person: tarika tum yahan sambalo
He ran towards the lying soul in ground, took him in his tough arms, his heart was feeling heavy to see him in such stage, as the soul was once the reason for everyone survival, and base of love, meaning for life, he made him rest in bed, with his tough call, doctors was on spot before his call end, he was made to stay out for some basic checking, doctor was back in few minutes
Person: kya hua doctor wo tik haina
Doctor: don't worry daya, bas sudden jerk ko uska demag nahi apnapaya its because of shock nothing to worry
Daya(worry): are you sure doctor
Doctor(teasingly): aare daya tume be shreya bhabi ke tara samjana hai kya, wo tik hai yar kuch nahi hua, waise apne aanko ke corner mei chupi hui aasu poochlo, tu bhabi nahi rothe waqt koobsurat lagnekeliye samje (doctor said naughtily)
Daya: kyun apne bête keliye jinta karneke hak sirf tere bhabi ke hai kya, maa nahi baab ko be apne bachon ki fikar hothe hai (daya snapped back, doctor laughed, in serious tone)
Doctor: usse samjaneke koshis karo wo andar se bahut toot chukka hai(daya nodded understandably)
After taking deep breath he went in by hoping all strength in universe to convenience his soul to accept the fact which hid from him all these years, sudden burst of truth is unacceptable for the little soul which all these days kept secure in arms of single person, may be this was the moment where things went wrong, if adi had bought up in same formula as other kids of house he would have not feel hard but he was bought as chick covered in hen's wings, just around his chachi all time made him to forget the realization of normal stuff in cops life though being in family of cops
The thoughts while moving in his brain, he entered in the glass door which all these time separated him and his soul, now the distance vanished time to meet him face to face, he took deep breath his eyes travelled to find him, this was very easy to him as he saw the gentle grown up kid sat in bed with head down, he was completely lost, when he realized some one of his own stood next to him, he never gave a chance to look his face just hid himself in the strong lovable shell, in moment he felt he covered in shell much protectively, a silent sob was only choice to hear in the sound proof room, daya has no option than caressing his hair to make him feel better, after few moments, they got separated and daya sat in bed so that he can make his son to feel comfortable lying in his lap, adi with feeble low voice
Adi: chachu… yeh sab kya hai… dad ko kya hua hai?
This question was un answerable for years, he all his life searching the answer all alone which still left unspoken, but it was time to take someone else support to find answer, he is absolutely not tired with running at back of answer, but he knows someone else also rightful owner to run after the responsibility
He felt adi is grip more tight he shifted his head from lap to his chachu's chest and griped more firmly
Adi: batayiye chachu, aaj jho mei deka uska matlab kya hai, dad aise kyun react kiya, wo muje kya mamma ko be paichane se inkar kardiya
Daya(astonished): apko kaise patha abhijeet apko nahi paichana
Adi: meine deka jab doctor projector mei mere foto dekaya dad kuch bi nahi react kiya, bus chillaya aur pagal ki tara
Daya(strictly): adi (daya could not accept the fact of anyone throwing comment on his jaan no mater even it is his own son)
Adi(in lowtone): mera matlab, dad saare saman idhar udar kar raha tha, aur… aur… (fresh tears formed in sob) apko attack kiya… chachu (tighten his grip in hand) muje dad ko deke bahut dar laktha hai chachu, muje chachi ke pass jana hai muje yahan rahne mei hi darlakta hai… I am getting scared to see him chachu
Daya realized the feel, he is afraid of seeing his reality what's wrong with him because of he kept protected from outer world, he was running from the acceptation of fact, all these day's he spoiled him with tag of being kid, not anymore no matter what,he should realize what kind of fear he is chasing with
Daya griped adi shoulder, adi started to struggle with the grip, as all these days he felt only soft lovely pat and cushion fill hug by person which was so careful to not get him hurt now makes so hard to him with grip which is irresistible to move a bit, made him look in eyes the sharp eyes which gave command to ears and brain listen and analyze Daya tone is not honey coated now, its tone of making him to realize the truth.
Daya: adi cant you get the fact that person you are indicating is your father, because of whom you were here, he is the reason why we love you so much, your chachi and me loves you not because you came in our life its just because you came as aditiya abhijeet, I just loved you more then yara is because you having surname of someone who is everything to me… did you get that damit
Daya took help of English as it is the way adi to make his statement, adi was back from London after graduation just to join in police force as his dream to became someone like his chachu, being his all academic carrier was in much comfortable in English and being in London, made adi so hard in hind on those days, he was good enough in mother tongue, but not well worse, so daya choses to explain in language he comfortable rather than scaring him with hindi as he can't give him chance to feel he is treated harsh
Daya(composed): adi listen beta… you have to grab the situation dear, your dad is not as you pictured now, he loves you more than him my soul, listen I can get that you are now shocked but he did not act on his will, he not only failed to recognize you but not even himself…
adi eyes gave him constant look, daya cupped his face he failed to hold back his tears for this time, with much broken voice
daya: he is victim of memory loss
Sentence throwed adi to corner, did he heard that right, his father who never showed any weakness was person holding pain of black memory of past all these days but not even let know pinch of pain he gone throw, his mind was slowly grasping all the thoughts his chachu input him
Daya turned emotional let his dumped pain of years got in front of his little soul who just looking in his eyes which wide double than his size
Daya: mere bhai ek memory loss patient tha, jiske adeet ek safed kahaz hai… jiska inaam aaj tak chuthe hai wo
Adi eyes just looking like scared little puppy, its hard for any kid to accept that... his mind running hard with grasping the fact along with situation
Adi: when all this started
Daya(looked his dry eyes):last week(he was dumbstruck) abhijeet and me was after criminal, he was chasing him towards forest region, he gave me command to get backup, and chased him all alone, after passing information I was about to follow, i just heard someone cry in moment to get what is around me I saw abhijeet struggling with rocks in hill cliff before I can reach on time, he lost his grip, it took two days to find him in wild forest who was hanged all those time in branches of wild tree (adi closed his eyes, he can feel the pain on himself)
Adi: do dad had any medical background
Daya felt shock with his sudden splash of question, he made himself composed to answer all true story to almost broken person in front of him
Daya: it all started when me joined in force, abhijeet was my senior, when we was about to get clue in high profile case, your dad got kipnapped, he got back to us dumped in car dickey, who fail to recognize who he is… (daya took deep breath) not even he could recognize his own mother, passing day when your grandma expired abhijeet drown in guilt as he feels himself responsible for his own mother death
Adi (with emotionless voice): it means your not dad's own sibling and dadu is not any way related to you
Daya: we are not… I am orphan by birth, bought up in orphanage home after graduation by merit joined cid which gave family to me and abhijeet who treated me more than own sibling we felt company on each other, no idea when we became soul of each other, we even decided to get marry on same day (smile crept)
Adi: if you are not true sibling why does chachi loves me more I am not anyway related to her, I am just son of his senior na then why did she (his question passed the pain more than answer, he all of sudden said to believe all love he got from his own people was not his own)
Daya(calmly): as same reason why your dad loved me more than his wife, son anyone else in life
This line just gave answer to all the rumoring thoughts gross up in his mind, smile made his way in lips, to know the love he got is not by sympathy but they feel him as their own, the simple group of red liquid which helps to survive doesn't decide our people, it is our thoughts which makes the decision
They got disturbed by phone call, with tone it's not hard for both to recognize, person on other end, daya answered the line but as always snatched by his bubbly bear, daya signed
Adi: I love you chachi, really wish you were here with me
Shreya: I love you too my reason of live, but how come you were in Mumbai, u said u will be back only on next week
Adi: I did but events forced me (he looked daya, gave phone back)
Daya: haan shreya
Shreya: daya sab tik haina, mere adi parishan kyun hai… mei wahan ajao
Daya: relax shreya yahan sab tik hai wo adi tume miss kar raha tha issliye
Shreya: sure na
Daya: 100% tum chinta math karo… waise tumare sahli ki tabyat kaise hai(he succeed in changing topic hanged, to adi) ab jho sach apke samne hai usse apnana hai ya fir bagna faisla apke hath mei hai… agar apke chachi ke pass jana hai tho kal subha flight hai
He saw tarika in door entrance with head down, with her look he know she was listning all talks in room, she was even nervous about everything, daya wrapped his arms around her
Daya: mei kal bi teri sath tha aur humesha rahuge, usse time dethe hai (she shook her head and went with him, she need to feel secure now only he can give comfort for her after her father)
In adi ward
Adi sat in grasping fact, he rested his face in knees thinking about all the events crossed in few hours, his mind and heart got to quarrel he don't know what to do, he was struck in situation, if his chachi would have been here he is sure wound not let realize the reality she cover up as she did in all these years. Now time for to choose something… daya came in room with his medicine which adi took without demand, when daya about to go
Adi: meine apne faisila leliya chachu…
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