How could I have requested to change schools because of a friend who changed schools? Funny enough, the same friend didn't even give me a face when I approached her in our new school. I am such a dummy!
I thought my parents never loved me. I was so astigmatic I couldn't see beyond the strict parents' facade they were out on. I chased after 'love' and I now know how that turned out to be.
In the process of chasing this so-called love, I threw away the uncorrupted love of my parents. If only I can turn back the hand of time.
"I'm willing to repent–No, that's not right. I've repented. I only need another chance." At this, I laugh at my own outburst. Another chance? Who would give me another chance? I so don't deserve it. I didn't give others 'another chance' yet I want one, it breaks my heart all the more.
"Ah!" I hear a voice and that voice isn't mine.