I knew it

I saw it coming...

coming my way,

as fast as the racing heart,

the brain needed not to think,

I completely knew you'll destroy me.

I thought I could be able to hold...

when your time for revenge aveil,

and the decisions you made, I could stand.

Now it hurts like hell...

To understand you underated my existence,

Now the pendulum motion I'm in,

is no longer strong as before.

You said, I hurt you once...

That I even begged for your hand again,

To please you, not again ,

I just wanted a pillar in you,

was this much to ask?

It's ok, you judged me at last...

I now understand,

this friendship will never be new,

for I will never claim I never knew,

in this choice you made it out of will,

even before you did...

I knew it.