90. Longing

*Hic* *Sniffle* 

Sobs and sniffles echoed in the room as a young woman was curled up on the bed. 

"Onii-sama you meanie! " Kurenai sobbed as she hugged a pillow that had a face attached to it which suspiciously resembled someone. 

It has been more than a month since she last spoke to her Onii-sama, the reason was due to her inner turmoil. She had a small fight with her Onii-sama after finding out about the Kyuubi which was living happily in the Senju compound.

She felt the same amount of hatred for the Kyuubi as the rest of the village due to losing her father in the Nine-Tails rampage.

After knowing that Kushina was the Jinchuriki of the Nine-Tails she felt a little conflicted and didn't know how to treat the woman but since she was not the Nine-Tails, Kurenai quickly got over her complicated feelings.

But seeing the Nine-Tails itself roaming around freely made her angry, due to her rage she confronted her Onii-sama and questioned him about, why a murderous beast was roaming around freely.

After hearing his explanation and his stance on the matter, she could see he valued the Kyuubi greatly thus Kurenai couldn't help but feel heartbroken and betrayed. 

In her anger and sadness, she may have said some things to her Onii-sama and ran away from the Senju Compound. After crying for a long time and venting her emotions, she immediately regretted it.

Oh Kurenai! What have you done! 

She couldn't help but berate herself as she thought about the insensitive words she said to her Onii-sama, she wished to go back and apologise but she was too ashamed to face him.

But with each passing day, her longing for her Onii-sama's warmth just increased. Kurenai understood that she could not live without her Onii-sama, he was like a drug to her. His presence kept the darkness and negativeness in her life away.

Especially since her Onii-sama did not come to see her after that day, she was sure that she pushed her Onii-sama away from her and made him sad. Thinking about it she just felt miserable every day. 

She didn't even do many missions this past month and mostly spent her time at home brooding. 

Kurenai hated herself for being carried away by emotions that day. Was revenge more important than her Onii-sama? 

Hell No!

For her Onii-sama she would do anything, she would go to any lengths and cross any boundaries. Because whatever her Onii-sama did, it should be right! 

Without her Onii-sama in her life, she found no meaning in it and would rather die than live like this.

Kurenai's red eyes became a little lifeless as she thought about a life without Itsuki. Her expression became a little desperate as she shook her head from side to side to diminish these thoughts. Kurenai's eyes contained a deep obsession as she gazed at the crude drawing of her Onii-sama on her pillow.

Kureani decided in her mind that she was willing to do anything to earn her Onii-sama's forgiveness. She has committed a great sin and she is willing to accept any punishment for it.

She wouldn't mind it if her Onii-sama wanted to put a collar and chain around her neck and use her like a breeding cow. She wouldn't protest if he shoved his fat cock down her throat, and bent her over and fuck the disobedience out of her. 

Kurenai was truly deserving of the title of Genjutsu Mistress!

{ Bonk! } 

Kurenai bit her lips as her eyes glazed over she could feel her nipples hardening against the loose fabric of her clothes, and she felt a familiar sensation of heat pooling between her thighs. 

Kurenai slipped one hand inside her shirt while the other snaked down from her belly to invade her shorts. She lightly touched her sensitive clit which was already a bundle of sensitive nerves hardened by her arousal.

Kureani felt a feeling of electricity pass through her body as she flicked her bean lightly. Kurenai wasn't satisfied she needed to explore her flooding insides while thinking of her Onii-sama as this was the only way she could ease her loneliness.

" Onii-sama~" Kurenai's soft mewls and moans resounded through the room....

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Pakura was sitting in the carriage along with the members of her delegation team. She was blankly staring at the familiar desert scenery. One disadvantageous fact about travelling in the Land of Wind is the same boring desert scenery. 

At times like these, she couldn't help but envy the Land of Fire for its lush green forests and fertile lands. 

Thinking about Land of Fire her thoughts couldn't help but drift towards Konoha, then to the Senju clan, then finally towards a certain despicable man.

'Aaaargh!' Pakura screamed internally as her thoughts again gravitated towards Itsuki. This mission was supposed to help her take her mind off of things not constantly remind her of that bastard....

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Normally Pakura would have gotten a few days to prepare but the Kazekage wanted the delegation team to set off immediately. (Rasa wanted her gone as soon as possible)

But Pakura didn't think anything of it as she felt the Kazekage might be attaching utmost importance to this treaty. Even the team that was supposed to accompany her was completely ready.

The Kazekage even requested her to take her disciple along with her so that Maki could gain some experience in diplomatic matters.

Pakura felt a bit weird but didn't think too much of it as it was indeed a good opportunity to teach Maki about handling diplomatic matters....

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