. Red envelope

I couldn't sleep or do anything that day just thinking about who is he, why is he with me.....

The day was so long.... But finally that time came...

"02:00am"

Why isn't he here yet...

I waited and waited but he didn't come... Days passed. Every day I was thinking about him, every night i fell asleep looking at the clock... But he didn't come....

Days, weeks and even months passed.....

I was starting to think that i was really dreaming... Just like my classmates used to say your crazy and your imaginations are even more crazy.....

As I was thinking about my old memory's when I was 12 me my mom and dad .... we wer so so happy.... As I was thinking about that, tears rolled down my eyes....

But at least... I don't get bullied anymore..

I couldn't stop myself from bursting into tears i cried all night...

Thinking that i should die since there is nothing to live for....

Next morning I woke up with a burning headache... Since i cried all night long.....

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!

I'M STARTING TO THANK I'M REALLY CRAZY!!

Again that feeling.... Something is looking at me... WHAT ARE YOU!!?!?

i fell to my knees and held my head... My vision got blurry and i passed out Thinking no one is there to take care of me.....

I mean okimi is there but she has her own life and she has to take care of herself and go to school then look after a Crazy girl.....

After sometime i woke up...

In my bed with a soup bol next to my bed...

It was still hot.... I guess okimi came, of course who els could it be.... I told her to not come often,that's why she doesn't come this often now but she does come in 2 or 3 days....

I finished the soup and fell asleep again,because I was really tired....

Next day okimi came

"Hey girl thank you for everything you did.. And I'm so sorry for everything i really am"

"wait what are you talking about, i don't understand anything"

"what do you mean, you came yesterday and did so much for me.. Even made me a soup, remember?"

"Izumi..... I didn't come yesterday....."

"what your joking Wright, don't joke around and I'm really thankful girl thank you for everything"

"IZUMI!! I'm not joking i swear...

Who was the person who helped... Are you ok.."

"are you serious right now"

Panic raced thru my body.....

Him.. It was him... But how..... yeah i did feel something looking at me 24/7 but did he really come that day....

Then i told her i was joking she did get angry at me but then we laughed it out... Then she left... Night came...

I thought he would come but he didn't.... Again days passed but no sign of him and soon my 20th birthday was coming.... The day my parents died.... How can I forget...

The day before my birthday i got a nock at the door... No one was there, of course who would come to a crazy girl's house.... it might be a accident... I was about to close the door when I saw a red envelope ✉... The Color was red as blood. Reminds me of someone or something you know..... I opened it and.....