38. If they insist

"You are not ready, my love," Alex said not letting her finish. "I won't go through with this when I know that you are not ready. My Lillie, I can wait. I can wait until you are ready." He said and sat up next to her, he then noticed that the key that had been forgotten and picked it up again. "You don't like the car?" He asked and showed her the key.

Lillie saw the key in his hand but said nothing rather, she closed her eyes and gained back her composure. Alex knew she was a mess and her thoughts and mind would be the same so he gave her some time to collect her emotions and calm herself.

Lillie opened her eyes and looked at the key in his hand again. "I do." She said looking at him. "But I think it's a bit too expensive."

"Nothing is too expensive for you," Alex said and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. "You deserve only the best, my Lillie and the best is what I will give you." He took her hand and place the key in her palm, "Use it whenever you want."