Lost

To God:

Sometimes I don't know if I am doing making the right decisions when it comes to you. I feel I am trying so hard to be right and in the end all I getting is anxiety. Why do I feel like it's so hard to please you? I don't mean that in a mean way...I mean it as though I just don't understand. I know it's not a you and it's me in our relationship and I low key feel like there is so many opinions in our relationship that I allow in...same with my personal relationships. I am not perfect and sometimes I don't even know if I where I am going. I just hope that you won't leave me behind. I am tired of making excuses and mistakes and I want to get it right. What's wrong with me...

—