Dear Majesty Day,
It's going to be okay. I know you don't know what you're doing. You barely can even grasp your purpose but God isn't passing you by. You deserve y'all good things in life. Life sucks and not even you can avoid it but have faith. You'll get through it. Everyone has their own path in life and it's your job to find your own path. Stop looking at what other people are doing...you're making yourself sad, stressed, and anxious. Undeniably enough, it feels like forever. You feel unheard and ignored but not everyone is going to understand how you feel. You're different just like everything and everyone n this world. Keep your head up because no one can be there for you the way God can. Try to rely less on others and more on faith. Please, please, please don't allow your fears and doubts cause you to give up and pass up on opportunities that could bless your status.
Be patient! You suck at patience.