I Am Lost!

Shi Ai reached home in a trance.Zhang Min had arranged a car and a chauffer for her or else she would not have been able to reach home. In the presence of her sister and Zhang Min,she had been able to pretend but now that she was alone she felt lost. The cleaners had come and gone and there was a faint smell of the lemon cleaner lingering. The silence in he big house screamed at her, calling her a fool.

Walking up the stairs,Shi Ai walked towards the bedroom and as her gaze fell on the bed,so many memories floated past her. Their first time together,the way Ah Hai held her when she slept,the way he teased her and sometimes simply snuggled her, pecking her on the forehead when he thought she was asleep.

Collapsing on the floor,with her back leaning against the bed,Shi Ai brought her knees to her chest and folding her arms,laid her head on them as her tears started to flow.