Hateful Past

Xi, I want that! I want that just one sip xi begged Bing

No, but she was mercilessly rejected by Xi

Seeing his girlfriend begging for lemon tea Junkai extended his teacup which was blocked by Ju xi's hands.

blink .. blink .. blink .. blinked Junkai

what are you doing Mr Mo, angrily asked xi

Giving her tea, said Junkai like it is the matter of fact but his answer irked xi instead of pleasing her,

How long, were you guys dating?

for several months now answered, Junkai

At least within three weeks, you should have known about your girlfriend but here you go its already months passed still you don't know that Bing can't drink or eat anything hot due to her sensitive tongue and that she has BMS( Burning Mouth Syndrome ) and she can't eat anything or drink anything hot and especially no alcohol but you bought her here in a drunken state do you know her pain ? questioned xi very angrily.

Mo Jun couldn't answer her question and also he remembered how Bing was reluctant whenever he ordered strong food or drink and also how she was so reluctant to drink today and how he almost forced her to drink, it all made him feel guilty and he looked at the now sleeping Bing guiltily.

He knew Bing had a very low alcohol tolerance but he didn't know it was because she didn't drink much due to her burning mouth syndrome because drinking is something that depends on the saying practice makes a man perfect, some times it is like the more you drink the more tolerant you are.

But she never once told said Jun

You still dare to say that Mr Mo, said xi as she stood up who was controlling her anger by this time but when she saw Jun not take responsibility and shifting the blame to Bing all her controlling capacity went out of the window.

By now another one wrong word from Jun, he'll get beaten black and blue xi knew it and even Jun started to feel the dangerous aura emanating from her by now.

I am sorry said Junkai

[ AUTHOR'S THOUGHT: thank goodness seems; like some mercy, angel helped Jun by giving him the right word or else even author can't save him from getting beaten to a pulp ]

This time as the right word came out of Junkai's mouth it calmed xi's anger to some extent as she sat down on the sofa.

Xi inhaled and exhaled to calm herself and opened her mouth to speak,

Look MR. Mo neither Bing nor any other women would tell you everything about their dislikes some times they would compromise themselves for the sake of their loved ones which even I don't understand why! being a woman myself and that is the thing that now happened with Bing, also I am sure it would not be the first time she got drunk with you that's why I am asking have you ever noticed her condition ? or never did you care about her ? or is it that your using her as your toy for pleasure and would throw her once your bored asked xi several questions but as the last question left her mouth the room temperature dropped down to minus degrees contrary to her self while heat emanating from her, a dangerous questioning look formed on her face, her eyes demanding for an answer as well as threatening Jun to give her a pleasing answer.

Mo Jun straightened his spine to hide his fear and composed himself after all he is the young master of Mo Junkai, he can't lose face but the sweat from his forehead betrayed his intentions of hiding his fear.

Of course not Miss xi, I know I am wrong for not understanding her but it doesn't mean you can question my love and sincerity for her said Jun as he was wrongly accused by xi as a bastard for not knowing that Bing has BMS.

And also I am sincere and I am willing to marry her even today at this moment if she is willing said MO Jun firmly with confidence flooding all over his face.

Even though he sounded arrogant xi didn't take it to heart but was pleased with his words as she felt a little relieved and happy in her heart.

Don't make her drunk from now on, who drove the car ? asked xi

yeah sure! It is me why? asked Mo Jun

again the room temperature dropped down considerably,

You drove ! ? said xi with her tone full of shock and anger.

you were so drunk how did you think of driving yourself with a girl beside you, it was a miracle you both are safe now with your condition when you reached here, what if you got into an accident due to your drunken state then what would happen to my friend and when you came here you can't even look properly your eyes were drowsy and what if some bad people hit you took my friend away when you were in a drunken state ...? your a man but she? she is a woman I don't need to explain her condition if something bad had happened even if she didn't have BMS we have lots of unpleasant possibilities like some of them which I said how could you do that? with her BMS condition adding to the hateful reality it is such a pain in the neck for her she's drunk and is sleeping now but tomorrow, when she wakes up no one, can help her from escaping her pain in her mouth how are you going to take responsibility for this? asked xi with her eyes burning red with anger.

I am sorry Miss xi, I know I am wrong this time, I promise not to repeat it even in my worst dreams said Junkai sadly,

Even though he can ask xi to mind her own business he didn't say that cause he knew his condition when he came here to leave Bing it was only when he went to the washroom and refreshed himself he was clear of mind before that he was hallucinating it was a miracle they both reached xi's residence safely as she said and also he could see those genuine worry in her eyes which resulted in her shouting at him which he deserved very well without a doubt and also all negative if's of possibility some how threatened and scared him even though they are safe now that mere if thought gave chills as the worst night mare imagination crossed his mind , he realized that what ever xi said was all practical and non dramatical with his drunken state he would have not able to do a thing at that point all these thoughts sent shivers to his whole body and also he realized why Bing cares for xi and talks about her every time they talk , regardless of the topic of their conversation he perfectly understood it now ,with such a caring friend anyone will do the same also how she only asked about Bing she seems to not even care a little for him as he was her friend's boyfriend she must have pretended to care a little but she didn't , she seems to not even think of him as a living thing but from that he could say she is not pretentious and how much she cared about his Bing which also added a point for her in his mind and he suddenly felt jealous of his girlfriend for having such a good friend were as for him his close friend young master Song Shen doesn't even care about himself much less about any others or Jun .

Then I will be taking my leave miss xi said Jun with so much respect for her compared to the previous time and got from his seat followed by xi who suddenly out of nowhere asked

can you drive or should I ask someone else to help you Mr? Mo asked xi

Mo Junkai was caught off guard as he heard her words, it was only several minutes ago when he thought how she didn't even consider him to be a living thing and now she seems to care about him also maybe she was angry with him for not treating her friend well as a boyfriend that's why she didn't seem to care about me thought Jun to himself.

Thanks for your concern Xiao xi but I bought a flat here in Silver Pearls Estate when Bing said she will be staying with you for some time now so yeah, and I am in the door no 9 said Junkai if you need any help just ask me said Jun and went out of her flat and xi followed him and shut the door beside her.

As she turned an evil glint flashed in her eyes as she remembered how he changed addressing her from miss xi to Xiao xi, what does he mean by if I need any help ask him seriously, I am here before he came here Mr. Mo are you taking me as an easy women and trying to hit me you better not said xi to herself but there was also confusion plastered across her face as she could not see any evil intentions in his face even morning he addressed her as Xiao xi thought xi, xi stop thinking bad about Jun he is Bing's boyfriend and if Bing knew you were thinking about her boyfriend to be a bastard she will be sad also I could see only admiration on his eyes it may be cause your taking good care of his girlfriend or he is seeing you like his little sister so stop imagining that all guys are trying to hit on you said xi softly as audible for her alone and also he bought a house hear in silver pearls estate for my friend so that he could stay with her so he is good person , but just how influential he is to get it , it is very tough , still however influential he is , he still managed to bought it to be be with friend , my friend is really lucky if he is a good person like I think then they should have a happy married life in the future and also it is good that he is near or else him driving at this hour with his condition even though he is clear now but Bing doesn't know it , all she knew was he is drunk and drove at the night when she wakes tomorrow and would be very worried about him , even if she shows like she doesn't care that stupid girl does care said xi again , xi but her another part of mind argued with her saying ,

You can't blame me for that xi, remember Bing's previous boyfriend said her mind.

Bing who was awake by now heard her well and smiled a little at her friend's weird thoughts and how she scolded her, Jun her, she was awake a long ago by now but she didn't open her eyes as to not destroy her friend's good words and from her hearing it secretly as she knew very well xi would never say anything just like herself but this girl is scolding me thought Bing, seriously how true that the birds of the same feather flock together or show her care about others which she does every time some times she would accidentally show it if she speaks much just like how she asked Jun how he will drive home thought Bing and also,

Bing didn't get angry knowing how xi thought Jun to be a bastard she could only laugh but Bing's smile froze when a certain incident from the past hit her and how she was not able to protect xi from her ex-boyfriend so she could not blame her but could only blame herself for not knowing his true face earlier and for not protecting her Xiao xi, finally, she also became a reason for xi's hatred towards men either directly or indirectly and Bing's eyes shone with tears as she remembered the hateful past.