Silent Nights

Ugh. Mom is at work yet again. What the hell!? She said she'd be home at 11 pm it's 2 am! How many times will she lie to me and expect me to be asleep? Sometimes I wonder if she listens to me.

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"Mom I have Insomnia."

"Oh ok, sweetie can pass me the pepper and onion powder? Oh Hot!"

"Sure and maybe don't put your hand on the pot without a mitten, also did you hear me?"

"Yeah Ionia now get me a mitten!"

sigh...you never listen to me...

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Doesn't seem like it. Whatever it's not like I care. I like the silence anyways! Me and my dark red hair in this gray bed. The ceiling watching over me. For what seems like hours. Being it was pitch black I didn't know my eyes were open until I blinked. Soon I heard a door close. I picked up my phone.

3:47 AM

Almost 4 hours late. I got up and went out my room and waited by the stairs eavesdropping on mom on the phone. With i believe Sarah her close friend.

"I don't know Sarah..! Rei just seems to drift away farther and farther like eventually I won't be able to grasp him and pull him back into my arms anymore."

. . .

"I really don't know what to do he seems to distant he hardly has any friends, stays in his room all day! And when he does go out I never know where he goes he just comes back hours later beat up black and blue and angry!"

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"I don't know what to do but I feel like maybe I should do what you suggested and send him to a private school..."

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"I just want my boy back."

. . . . . .

I felt a water droplet land on my hand.

F*CK!

Was all I could think.

NO NO NO NO!

I ran into my room threw some shoes on and went out onto the balcony. I flew off hitting my knuckles and knees on the concrete. They stung but they were not on my mind as it all started to settle in as I walked at a very brisk pace, head down.

Tap tap tap.

Grasp Him

Tap tap tap

No friends

Tap Tap Tap

Black and blue

Tap tap tap

"Hey you bumped into me eh heh! Are you ok you look mad?"

"SHUT THE HELL UP!" I didn't mean to yell just built up anger had to go somewhere.

"Oh. Hah! Sorry where are my manners! I'm Hisahito!" I saw a light hand from the corner of my eye.

"I didn't. Ask." I said trying not to snap again. I didn't look up.

"I know it just is nice to introduce yourself!" I could almost taste his smile. I finally looked up.

"Ugh. Whatever idiot an you just leave me be!" I said coldly hoping to scare him away.

"Hm? Your eyes are puffy and your face is red. Have you been crying?" He touched my cheek.

I pushed him about a foot away.

"I don't even know you! So BACK OFF!" I yelled at him. Yet he wasn't fazed in the slightest. He took away his hand and brushed back his black hair. I examined him. He looked my age if not a bit older. He wore a denim blue dress shirt, loose black pants, high white socks, and light blue air force ones. He also wore a blinding smile.

"Just leave me be you freak!" I said lastly and stormed away. It's not like I would ever see him again. Yet he did make me forget of my problems for a while.

Hisahito.

Why did it ring in my ears?