love shall take hold

My eyes burn. Melting in their sockets, as they cascade down my face entering my mouth, the last thing I will ever taste as the nuclear inferno consumes me.

I don't understand why I exist, I am misery incarnate. Miserable by default, and causing misery wherever I go, hated by all. Why can't they just love me like I do them. Why can't they accept me. WHY DO THEY REFUSE MY L O V E.

They blamed the death of the people and destruction of North and South America on me, M E! All I wanted is to love and be loved, it's not my fault they refused it, attacking me, attacking my love for all. If they couldn't love me, how could they love anyone else, they had to be E X T E R M I N A T E D. They aren't real if they can't feel love, they were all hallucinations, they had to be. What if a child were to believe in the lies spouted by the illusions that took the forms of people, the child would become hollow, and then they would fade, fade into a illusion. Dangerous and despicable, the lot of them. They labeled me a terrorist, a threat to the entire planet we called home. Saying I killed hundreds of millions, what an awful lie, those "people" were dead before I even touched them. Stupid loveless cucks.

They were those that accepted my love because society refused them for being born the way they were. Those false believers, saying god hates them. WHY would HE hate them, he made them like that. Saying they don't deserve love, that Jesus hates them, such stupidity cannot be tolerated, the Christ taught us to love each other, to never discriminate. Why can't they see that. Oh… who am I kidding, they weren't people, they weren't real. No matter how loud they screamed, the mess they made sobbing, shaking, begging, PRAYING. THEY WERE NOT REAL!

As for the people that accepted my love and in turn loved me, they threw it away in fear. Questioning my morality and ethics, they feared me, they no longer loved me. I should've known they weren't real the moment I met them. How foolish of me, but I rectified that by mutilating the deceivers.

What a sad state of affairs. I should've just nuked the entire planet, that world was devoid of love. Full of illusions of people that pretended to love. EVERYTHING CAN LOVE, IF IT CAN'T THAN IT IS A FALSE EXISTENCE AND MUST BE EXTERMINATED! Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stuPID PEOPLE. They believed in the lies of the deceivers, i can't believe those fools, they should've just died.

*sigh*

Now that I think about, I'm thinking. How am I still capable of thought, am I undead, some sort of ghost? I must be although there's nothing to haunt here, is this even Canada, there's only a dark abyss. Oh right! My eyes melted I must be blind, sucks that my eyes melting at the end of my life carried over as a ghost.

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After a few hours here if I could guess, I came to the realization that I'm not blind as I can see my body, or maybe I am blind but I can only see myself. Anyways this abyssal plain isn't some sort of celestial realm like heaven or hell, maybe they do exist but they just don't want me, want my love. How disappointing, I was constantly told that I was going to hell, it would've been nice to give my love to the millions of demons and the 72 Devils that rule them. Especially Asmodeus, the lord and Sin of lust. Lust is so interconnected with love, but there is no lord of love to complete it. Maybe I am alive because God wants me to spread my love across the plains. Yes that must be it, a holy mission of love, Hahaha.

[...]

Hmmm, I hear something, I think it's a voice, but is it really a voice or am I imagining things.

[Ultimate skills Asmodeus, lord of lust, and Cupid, lord of love granted. Sensing senergy between the skills and users twisted desires. Skill granted Shubb-Niggurath, lord of twisted desires.]

That's nice. Anyways it's not really a voice but rather text that I can hear, how strange. As for Shub-Niggurath, she is familiar. She is the black goat mother or something like that. She is also the mate of Hastur and Yog-Sothoth.

[Ultimate skills Hastur, Lord of shepherds, and Yog-Sothoth Lord of Space-Time. Granted]

"Thank you my love, you're truly kind." I say into the abyss. Not really expecting a response, but I did get one without text. It was the sound of affectionate static, how strange, yet cute, and so lovely. I wonder if I can get it, no, HER to travel with me, after all, I can tell she loves me, and I love her because she loves me, how romantic.

[Ultimate skill: Master of the World voice, granted.]

World voice, what a strange name. In fact that's not a name at all, I'll have to come up with one for you later love. Speaking of skills my dear, can you show them to me.

[Of course master.]

Name:

Race:

Skills: Shub-Niggurath,Lord of twisted desires. Hastur, Lord of shepherds. Yog-Sothoth, Lord of Space-Time. Burn immunity. Thermal resistance.

How interesting, ah. "Darling, can you give me immunity to poisons and diseases, as well cellular decay.

[Skill: Youthful Health, granted.]

"Thank you, my love."

Affectionate static is what I hear in return for my thanks. She's so cute. Anyways can I get a description for the skills.

[Of course master.]

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Ultimate skills:

Shub-Niggurath, Lord of twisted desires: -Manipulation of souls, and emotions.

-Control over fertility.

-Can steal, copy, and gift skills(can only copy and gift skills of those who love you).

Hastur, Lord of shepherds:

-King in yellow(control over anything associated with yellow).

-Kings Haki (inspire eldritch fear upon those in your presence).

-Unspeakable one (those who talk about you, even mention you in passing, are weakened).

You-Sothoth, Lord of Space-Time:

- Complete and total control over Space and Time.

-manipulation of gravity.

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Ah, now that is nice. It will be helpful for my mission of love. However it could be better. "Darling~, would you take a look in my memories for things that might relate well with my skills."

[I will try my best master.]

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Hastur, Lord of shepherds has new abilities.

-Yellow lantern(generated from King in yellow and Kings Haki. Allows the creation of yellow hard light projections that grow more powerful in the presence of fear).

-Frenzied flame(formed from King in yellow, and the idea of chaos flames).

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Ah, yes, it's all coming together. Power to spread my love across the entirety of existence, hahahahaha!

But my journey has yet to begin, let us go my dear, to spread my, no, OUR LOVE.